Yes,its My din.hahahahaha. (I am proud of him-Ok I'm kidding.hahaaha)
Just met him couple of minutes ago in his uniform and he looked amazing.
Not that he doesn't all the time but he looked,polished.Bahahaahaha.
He got me some stationary,loads of them!
So anyways,I'm starting school next week and the feeling sucks.
Suddenly I'm not motivated to go back to school and meet all my classmates again.Bleargh.
Maybe I'm just scared that it will be our last three months as classmates before we decide to have a career of our own or continue to pursue our studies.
Bejesus :C
You know what sucks even more?
Not knowing if I want to be in the medical line(career wise) or do something totally different.I'm turning 20 next year and my life is still not unfolding before my eyes.
I wanted to try out for paramedics but I was strongly advised not to.My stubborn head would like to give it a shot cause if it does not work out for me,at least I have nursing to fall back on.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck,I am so muddled in the head.
Oh well,I'll get it sorted out someday.
So,I was reading through my older posts and I feel that I have expressed a lot about my relationship with Din.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
And no,I won't delete them cause I want to look back on to those so that it will give me enough reason not to hate just in case things don't wonderfully work out between us.
But thats ok,cause as unsure as I could be about us to begin with,I am starting to have faith that perhaps he came into my life for a reason.
A lot has changed on how I view the people around me,he have thought me on how to see things in different perspectives.
I have learnt a lot being with him in this short period of time,I could have possibly knew him from another life?hahaha.
At this point of time,he is not only my boyfriend,he is my best friend,brother,husband and so much more and yes,I adore him in every living cell of my body that there is.
Har har har har.
I surprise myself,and I certainly surprise the few who've known me cause I never thought I could find my better half.
Even if this relationship of mine fail miserably,or if we're only just fooling around,I won't replace the experience with anything else in the world.
Oh,and did you know I actually dreamt about Dave Grohl,yes the vocalist of Foo Fighters?
I never thought he would magically appear in my sleep yesterday but he did,made me happy all throughout the day.And I got the chance to meet Baby Sarah,Mon's latest sibling and she is beautiful.
With that being said,I need to move my ass to meet my Sammie woman!
I have been bailing out on her since ages.
And lets all who knows Farah and family,together say our quiet prayers for her pops who've passed on,on the 3rd of October.
Rest in peace,I will certainly remember you and thank you for always being so welcoming when I come over.We will miss you.Definitely.
Till then,Take care all.
Love.Appreciate.
P.s:Stumbling upon many bumps,but held on to our heads and tried again.
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