I brought Din along and I suppose it was awkward-ish. hahaha.
Bringing the people who means the world to me,together.
As per normal,I'm late and we went walking about and found ourselves a place to sit for Iftar.
I always know my girls have an appetite but what they ordered was out of line,plenty!
Even Din was shocked,hahaha!
Nevertheless,meeting them all together is the highlight of the week,I miss them and I love them.
Well anyway,I have tons of skills left for competency and I have about 4 days left in the ward.
Am I screwed?You bet! hahaha.
And the best part of all is that,I was working on my own and it feels good though I rarely try to communicate with the patients.haha.
I feel like a full pledged certified nurse already,chey! haha. I wish.haha.
Anyways,
Lately I find myself to be withdrawn.I don't know what I'm thinking about sometimes too.I just kind of zone off suddenly and certain people are just trying to get on my nerves.
Look,I have talked the way I do for as long as I possibly can rememeber,and if you choose to stay friends with me for almost over a year now,why would you be offended with my way of speaking?And the best part of all,you didn't have to throw money into my face(figure of speech).
Its a pet peeve(pantang),its utterly rude.And I may have still be able to take it and forgive you with your cigarette offer but it will forever be in my head.What you have done.
If I hadn't thought about the good times we both had before,I wouldn't even thinik twice about not speaking to you in a whole.You are the biggest hypocrite I know and how dare you still think you're a nice person.
I am trying not to get too emotional about this and I will let it pass me by.I won't let it get me like a sucker.
Anyways,Din is on night shift and he came over to my place to send me some chicken tandoori and jemput-jemput durian or something about an hour ago(I tak minat durian la).In return I gave him some cookies.It felt funny,that I actully waited for him to leave by the door just like my mom does to my dad.
Dearest Din has been the best thing that has happened in my life this year.
He is like a granted wish-list.He's everything and more.
I was happy being on my own,but I'm happier having him around.
It feels right,complete.I wasn't hesitant when we talked about the future,I was more or less sure I wanted the things we talked about to happen.
He do silly things to make me happy,he says the right things to make me feel better,he gets for me the stuff that I like and I am contented for his existence.
This afternoon when I woke up,he called me up just to say he missed me which is completely cute given the fact that we just met less than 24 hours ago.
I don't know what will happen in the future for us,but what has happened was a good-happy memory.Even if we both aren't meant to be,I won't regret him.He has been the answered questions I've asked all my life,he's changed something inside of me.
Well anyways,my time in nursing is almost coming to an end.I have not decided what I want to do,there is so many options.
It is scary to grow up.
It really is.
I got to go do some chores now.Blog soon.
Take care all.
Love,appreciate!
P.s:Where are you,really?
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