Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Sunday, August 29, 2010

you're the best few left.

As I'm blogging,its just 26 minutes past 12midnight of a Sunday.So,
It has been ages since I last chatted with Jerkass.The last time I did,was last week with news about him leaving for Japan.I wonder how's he doing now,I still miss him.wahaha.
Well,two weeks of IMH posting has gone,it has been wonderful.I will definitely miss most of them,and of course,the awesome staffs.
So I was crashing at Nana's for two weeks,and I just got home yesterday.I can't thank Din enough for coming to fetch me eventually,cause my bag was fucking heavy.haha!He helped to carry it here and there and even treat me to some chocolates.
We hang out till mid 2 o'clock in the morning despite the fact I had to go to Johor at 6:30 in the morning,today.haha! He's for keeps.
He maybe imperfect in so many ways but all the more I look for the best traits,best quality that nobody sees in him.He's given me so much reason to keep having faith.
He's pampered me in so many ways I can't explain and I don't think he cares when I emphasize that I don't need the superficial things that is offered in this life-time.
Our feelings are mutual for each other for now,and truth be told,I am happier than I've been in so many years.But sometimes,its just like me,to question why he still choose to stick around.
I browse through his friend list and there are so many beautiful women in there,so I wonder why he choose to stick around.I suppose it must be guilt.But fuck it,I'm content with how things are at the moment and I wouldn't trade him for anything,or anyone.
So yeah,I'm tired as balls,will blog soon.
Love,appreciate!
P.s:Are you for real?

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