Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Than you came.

I am situated in a ward I have been to yet again before,but things just doesn't feel the same anymore.Wahahaha.
I was so comfortable working in an environment with so many 'workable' people that I feel a sense of dread and loss already.But I'm coping.I'll be fine.haha.
Today,my buddy had to take a day away and I was left alone,awkward.But,I tried to pull through the day and managed to gain a sense of accomplishment eventually anyway.
Today is well worth it.
I became a language translater for a PT and Doctor.Wakakaka.
My malay is so 'koyak',I think I feel embarassed.Nevermind,I'll work on it. :D
Anyways,I am getting really annnoyed with my current skin condition.
I don't know if it is my hormones or my skin being extremely sensitive.I have lots of spots coming out and its annoying to feel the bumps when I wash my face. -.-
I need a skin revolution,like maybe pay a visit to the dermatologist or something.
I miss my almost clear skin I had years back,when I had nobody to please.wakakaka.
And now that I have someone around to look good for,I feel ugly as hell! Nyahahahaha.
So guess what,my tagboard is being really annoying.I have all these advertising nonssnse visiting my blog.And its pertaining health issues.Whattheefuccck. >.<
Is this some sort of an uncalled for cry of help? Cause it sure does feel like it.Wahahaha.
Oh,today,Iffah and I did something good together.
We helped(or at last we try) lighten the needs of those in a condition be it good or bad.
I feel great since its my first time,it feels rewarding.
I tolerated the pain cause I was anticipating it,feels so damn good!
A pint down,a few more to go..
So I may not be the greatest of human being there is in this world,but at least I try to make a difference,or maybe save a life somehow.
Well,I've been meeting Mok and Monty as of late.They listen to my nonsensical self which helps to calm down my nerves,my anxiety from a long day of work.Without them,I don't think I can make it through each day without a sense of dread and loathe for the life I have to lead.
Wahahaha.
Thank you both for being there,always.
Ah,I feel so sleepy suddenly.I think I might want to get a little shut eye.
Tomorrow,I'm off to school and maybe pay that little bundle of fats I call nephew,a visit at my brother's place.He's getting bigger and I can't wait to cuddle with him this Ramadan :):)
Till then folks.
Take care,let those you care know and appreciate the little things.
Love.Appreciate.
P.s:The thoughtful things you've done and said,only a matter of time now.

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