I am proud oh him as a son,brother and now,as a father.
I wish him all the best of wishes there is in this world and may his life turn become a fruitful one to live in till eternity.
Amin.
Anyways,this is my last week in the ward and already,Monday has gone by.
I will be posted to another ward for two weeks before going to IMH.
Four weeks and I've learn so much,too much.I love how my lecturer do skills with me,I didn't realize I've done quite a handful already.Its mad,in a good way :D
And,I have learnt about myself that I have a habit of chewing gum at the most weirdest of times.Like for example,bringing a client for a shower,and especially before meeting Din. wahahaha.
Its either cigarettes,sweets or gums.I just need something in my mouth to keep myself distracted from my mind.
Well,this posting has proven to be a bliss.I don't regret or resent coming to work anymore maybe because I've been to the ward before and maybe because I have the most awesome-est lecturer in the whole wide world.wahahaha!
Oh and Jerkass was teling me over the last week that he was asked to go for an AE interview and he told me it went well during the weekends.I am glad for him,he is really wanting to buy himself a hypermotard by end of the year.wahaha.
I don't know why he keeps telling my about whats going on with his life,I don't know why he STILL like to insult me at the same time.Fuck.wahahaha.
So I spent the Saturday with Din after I got home from school and meeting my awesome friends who I miss so much.
ANYWAYS
here is something for you, baby(wakakakaka)..
I appreciate you wanting to spend your time with me.
I appreciate you trying to make me jealous(but you obviously failed,wahahaha!)
I appreciate you trying to change and be a better person than you were before.
I appreciate you being there for me and taking me as I am.
I appreciate you cuddling up close to me and falling asleep.
I appreciate you bringing a weird radio to spend the whole evening with us.
I appreciate your rising and falling of your thorax as I lay my head against your chest.
I appreciate you resting your head against mine and showering me with gabazillion of forehead kisses.
I appreciate your longing gaze and gentle stroke against my cheek.
I appreciate your beary hug and caring words.
I appreciate your existence in my life.
I can't thank you enough on the endless amount of dosh you spend on gums,chocolates,taxi fares and green tea.
I have yet to love you as a lover,but I appreciate your warmth and concern over me.
Thank you for being in my life,
I am looking forward to spending the next few months(Ramadhan and Syawal) with you and probably hitting up a vacation spot in December or January.
For now,I am not so ready to be someone you regard as special in your life,I'm not up to it yet.
If things don't work out between us,I will look back to the days since I first met you and smile cause you have made a lot of difference in my life.I don't regret meeting you.
So till then folks.
Love.Appreciate.
P.s:you're still in my head.
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