Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Thursday, May 13, 2010

why do I care right.


Finally met Monty after two weeks or maybe more,I don't know.
I didn't keep track but it seemed pretty long.
And for the record Monty,I'm not a hypocrite.
Truthfully,I just don't seem to have the people I need around me most when I feel like shit,when I feel like crap squirming around at home cause the pain is excruciating on my stomach and chest.I don't mean to make you feel bad cause that was my thoughts in general.It wasn't specially typed out for you.har har har.No hard feelings dum-dum,
I still love you unfortunately,too much come to think about it. :D
Well,things in school is fine I think.I am trying to cope but I end up falling asleep or stoning off most times which gets on my nerves.Geron project is due on Monday and we're like 3/4 done.
Just a little bit of editing and fingers crossed,I hope I can finally study in peace.har har har.
PM project is pretty redundant and I am clueless on what we should be doing really.
And it is going to be graded,I am not freaking out as much as I should for Geron.
Any old how,plans with Pantart is pending.We'll see how you mullet-missing-hair.haha!
I'm fucking tired like you won't believe it.
I think my brain is giving up on me cause I don't know what is right or what is wrong anymore.
Eh and Seb just talked to me -.-
Its not my fault that I keep looking back.He won't leave me alone.Chey!!
Har har har.
Well,he's planning to become a trucker now.What the fuck,but I wish him well anyways.
Lets hope he has dished out his "soldier" ambition out the drain,please,keep your fingers crossed for that.
Till then earthlings,
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:I don't know how to hold you,but I want to.-Sezairi

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