Do I deserve to be shot in the head,please,by all means.Blow my brains out already.haha
Well,I was out with Zee yesterday-Sunday to complete the last few bits and pieces of our Geron project.It is decently finished but it is not saved yet.I don't know what will be the outcome of it but we'll hope that 10% won't be deducted from our Geron grades.We need that.
Well,I had tons of fun,annoyed moments with Zee.
This is,I think the second time I'm out with her alone.Just with her.
She's a ball of fun and she just can't get enough of me I guess.I'm magnetic like that.
*winks winks*
She's always finding ways to put her arms around mine despite getting smacked by me.
She always says this "Aku kan suka dimanja!" and I'll give her my disgusted look.
Honestly,I think its cute.HAR HAR HAR!
*Zee,jamban jangan besar!*
BUT,
despite her fun and bubbly attitude,she is this one vulnerable girl I wish I can save but in order for me to do that,she's got to save herself from any further damage.I wish she knew how remarkable she could be without all the fucking shit-load of crap she's constantly going through.
All the unnecessary heart-aches.
I'm not hating on her but she deserves the best,cause she is one of the few that is best to me.
Well anyways,
On Saturday,I went to CGH with Monty and Teah. Juli was obviously there.
Ikhwan got admitted again.He's now in the cardio ward.
He looks better than the last time he was in hospital I must say but with the infusion he had on yesterday,he looked pretty shitty.Weak.
I wish I knew what is causing the problem cause honestly,I felt crappy seeing him going through such things at his tender age of 21 years.
He's always been skinny from when I knew him at the end of year 2007 but he's skinnier now.
I pray for his health to come back all at once again like before so we can all celebrate next year with tons of booze and a fantastic good time again.
I wish I could ask for all that moments back.But I can only wish.
Well,before it gets any later than 3,I should probably head on to bed.
He's finally talking to me.Har har har har! *kening naik naik*
Well,good night-morning.
Toodles.
Loves,Appreciate!
P.s:Its a surprise I'm not hurting anymore.Yet.
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