My class advisor has given me a chance,but she told me to bring her an alarm clock tomorrow
-.-
That aside,im fucking stoked that i can finally breathe easy and sit for my papers this coming week.Projects are completed(or not) and the load on my shoulder is lightening.
My gut is accepting food,but my abdomen is kind of sore at the moment,god knows why.
I'm not gagging much,I'm coughing a fair bit and I am feeling quite cold lately.
My eyes still burns though.
Next week,i'll be off from the comfort of home,family and beloved friends for 3 days.
I feel bummed cause NONE of my girlies are coming,i feel bummed cause i don't have smoking buddies(or do i?),i feel bummed cause i know i will be such an anti-social unless approached.lol.
But i want to provide and extend my help to the people in Medan and try to live in their shoes for those short days.How life actually changed for them when Tsunami hit them that day.
I want to visit the beach,i want to remember my girlfriends while i'm there,write their names and hopefully they know i'm thinking of them(or not) lol.
And most importantly spending time with the children.
That aside,my nerves are calming down;
Knowing that it won't be soon before long now that i'll be away,and knowing what my purpose is there for.
So if anything happens,i won't feel too guilty in this face of earth.
Well,in conjunction of this trip,i had my jab for H1N1 prevention today.
Didn't hurt as much as the Hep B is all i can say,it didn't hurt at all infact.
Urmn,well..
I got not much to say but
I love my fucking friends,a lot.
Monty.
Far.
Mari.
Zee.
Farah.
Nad.
Edd.
Sam.
and whoever i've left out,
i don't know what would become of me if you guys didn't exist in my world.
I can never thank you guys enough,love you guys enough and apologize enough for the wrongs that i've said and done.
Till then,
take care.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:Eager but afraid.
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