I don't want to _____ for you.

I have the need to blog everyday.
Maybe because i don't know when my computer is going to crash on me,
and maybe partly because nobody knows what tomorrow holds for us,so might as well get everything told on something and let people remember what happened to us the day before we perish.
Anyways,
Today is the last day of school,pretty much i guess.
Tomorrow is a holiday.
And next week i've only got to go to school on Monday and Tuesday to sit for my papers,Yeppers!
Than i got a day off before i head to Medan.
The teacher in charge gave me a call late this afternoon and told me that if i go to this Medan trip with the GPA that i currently have,next year,i probably won't be able to go to the 10 days to Melbourne for some school trip thing or Myanmar or Philippines.
My reply was,whats the odds?
I mean,maybe next year,my mind would be too screwed up for school and not make it to that trip.So might as well i go for this 3 days-2nights trip and have my first experience on an aeroplane rather than not having the chance to at all.
Besides,Farah and Nad have promised me to save up loads of dosh for our secret get-away to Bali or Aussie in the years to come,just us three!
Well,i got to go back to school for extra classes on Saturday,and i thought to myself,
"Why not spend the weekend with my girls and play some kite?"
Its been a while now..
I miss the wind playing with my hair,hitting me playfully on my face and feeling
"this is how life should be."
Than having tons of random chit-chats,sitting around in the middle of the field having bugs crawl up our ass and screaming for help.Eating or snacking or drinking and the endless cancer sticks stuffed up our gob.
I wish life was that easy.har har har.
Anyways,today i hang out with my girls,Maziah,Bani and Fadh.
I made an arrangement with Bani last evening to meet up after school to hang out,
but we didn't contact one another during class today so i thought after school it was just going to be me and my girls.
But i was wrong,i walked out the lab and saw him sitting there,on the bench seats-table,alone outside and i fumbled for my phone in my pocket and had a miss call from him!
Bahahahaha.
I was doing some cleaning for goddamn's sake and than we proceeded to our spot and chilled.
Far had to leave for work,if thats even something new! har har har.
There were tons of winking,laughing and cancer sticks going around after that.
We were playing that game,i don't know what its really called but yeah.hahaha.
So much for wanting to study,you heard?Nerd!
lol.
Than one by one left,and Mari wanted to get dinner so Me and Zee followed suit and had quite a scrumptious cheap meal.
Than i'm home.
Mom is cleaning up for tomorrow Hari Raya Haji's celebration and dude,
Mekkah is flooded? Eeeek!!
Kind of freaking me out cause my aunt's there at the moment and i miss her gabazillion loads!
Angah is calling me daily and i check on her ever so often to see if she's eating enough,sleeping enough and worrying less.I pity that woman but hey!Life's like that.
Sometimes you got to go your own way and not be dependent on something or someone.
What else..
Ah..
Exams,I am all enthusiastic about it,but i worry if i don't get higher GPA than what i did.
I like theory but i don't like practical.And thats what i have to go through in the next 4 months to come.I will miss my girls cause they are the light when my world is dark. :(:(
And if we are going to get separated again,we can only meet on certain weekends cause i'm sure all of us has separate shifts :/
Oh before i forget;
MARIAM BABY!
CONGRATS!
YOU DID IT,AND YOU FUCKING OWE ME A RIDE AS SOON AS YOU GET YOUR BLOODY BIKE!
HAR HAR HAR!
LOLERS.
so till then,take care.
You'll hear from me soon before long.
Happy Hari Raya Haji,may Allah gives his whole blessings to you and family.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:Its in the eyes,its in the voice,its everywhere in you.Do you know it too?