I guess it never did start.

Woke up early this morning for extra class.
Got there and our beloved class advisor was late.
So,Su Zee and I went outside to have a fag and she caught us red handed.bahahaha.
she didn't say much but "Smoke less." and informing us how "Heavy smokers" will get COLD(chronic obstructive lung disorder) or something.lol.
but yeah,that aside.I think the extra class is pretty useful though half the time Zee and I ended up playing around or stoning off(at least for me i think).
Than we had lunch at BK before heading to Mari's.
We watched Incredible tales and Su and i laid on the nice cold floor wrapped with blanket.Than we watched part of Gendurowo and Transformer which i totally slept through.har har.
Than we hung out at some place in Bedok and looking for that goddamn seats was a pain in the ass.har har har.
Than Mari started taking pictures after pictures and i acted like a bitch cause she was smothering Su.Of course i was kidding and in which,i refused to talk to her.lol.
But i apologized and i hope she forgives me.I really am sorry.
har har har.
Than we went home,our separate ways except for Su since he wants to collect his guitar from his mate.
And now,here i am at home.
Thinking,and thinking..
Listening to The Birds and The Bees.
and i am out of words to say.
i am actually terrified for my life.
i don't know why.
i told Monty last night on how i think my life is fucked for some reason,and how i refuse to see a doctor cause i'm afraid of what he/she has got to say.
Monty understood what im trying to say and that gave me comfort.
and all i can do now is hope something more terrible would happen to me so i actually don't find out what is actually wrong with me.
but my faith is strong and i never fail to ask God in words from within that i will be ok and live life on a day to day basis.
And i strongly believe that whats meant to be is meant to be.
I shall not question the fate,even though i try so hard to change it.
Well,before i ramble on something more unnecessary,i better be off.
Take care,
love daily,cherish deeply and remember the good ol' times.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:You will forget eventually,but pictures captures all.I will love all of you.