Like yesterday,i slept at almost 5 in the morning trying to complete the bloody video for our project.
I don't feel too sleepy during classes but as i close my eyes,i wish i didn't have to wake up.
And today,
Mari told me about my habit which i am aware of.
I squint my eyes ever so often.
I have a reason,
MY EYES ARE FUCKKKED.
LOL
i need a new pair of spectacle and hopefully my squinting agenda will stop.
i need a hair cut too i guess.its getting really out of hand,messy.
i don't need another authority person to stop me by the corridor to reprimand me about
my awesome,black,lush hair. :D
though i love it as it is,but,when i look myself in the mirror,
i don't see my accepting self,
i see an 18 year old boisterous-lady bum.
hahahaha.
but im thankful for what i have,what i have been given cause i guess,
that makes me,me.
so,tomorrow,i have yet another test on Behavioral Science.
My mind is too tired to memorize anything but i don't have a choice now,do i?
cheeseus.
well,im starting to realize that my heart beats too fast sometimes.
I get this immense funky feeling building up every time this occurs.
Like something's going to happen.
My stomach has been popping for forever and i am still clueless why.
But anyways,i wouldn't want to think about my health issues so much.
People die,new people replace the loss lives.
Its fact,its reality.
To get on with my days,
i've been trying to smile to random people,and i get good responses.
They smile back,shyly,sometimes with teeth but most days,
i am the usual "fuck off already.i don't smile" kind of look.haha.
So well,i got to get going.
Get things ready for tomorrow.
Prepare for test,get enough rest and;
if i die before i wake,
i pray the God my soul to take.
One of the many quotations i liked in "Walk Softly Rachel" book.
Take care.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:Reason to make me have a little smile,a sudden giggle-You :)
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