Kept safe.

On this cool,nice early morning of Thursday,at a a quarter past 2 in the morning,
I'm listening to Nirvana.Blissful.
Anyways,
I met Monty last night after a week.
I was so desperate for a cancer stick that i had to buy the DIY ones.
And she,joined in the misery of rolling up a piece for 2 fucking minutes each.
I had to roll my own smokes,Fuck!haha.
I made a hella load of mess on myself cause the burnt part of the paper kept coming off almost immediately after each inhalation of waste carbon products.
But,it was pleasurable nevertheless.
Well,i have the liberty to stay up a bit later cause I'm on the noon shift tomorrow.
Things at the new ward is alright.I'm doing ok cause i have Hafizah around.
She's like my shadow,and I'm like hers.She helps me,i try to help her and that kind of thing.
Alia is in the same team as me and her.Which is a smart thing cause I get along better with both of them compared to the rest.
Gaya is an awesome person too but she's in a different team so it doesn't count.lol.
So,what else?
Ah,Hafizah!
Here's my answer to your never ending questions on why i LOVE sexy tall skinny men with long hair and scruffy face like the "Jesus" we met for the last two consecutive days?;

1.I find them more intriguing compared to the others(men).
2.Skinny men is sexy as hell.Well,skinny not to the extent of protruding rib cages.
3.I like them with long hair cause i want to get lost in the mane while i stare into his eyes.
4.Scruffy because i find it more "manly".
5.tall because you've seen me so the answer is obvious.
6.Men like this makes me want to have gabazillion of their babies and you should know that I am personally terrified of child birth but I am making an exception for them.

So,got it?
hahaha.
well,i'm gonna hit the sack now.
I want to be off to a place with the fluffiest of clouds,the greenest of grasses and the bluest of skies with Kurt Cobain strumming away on his guitar sitting on a mat playing the song
"The man who sold the world" on repeat.
Life would be so wonderful like that with a never ending supply of Teh Peng in hand and chilling music.
So,to all the people i Love and who Loves me,Take care of each other and promote world peace.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:It gets harder each day.I still actually think about you,i can't say "goodbye stranger".