Its getting intese.

"you are the simple things that i adore.."
-Luke Mitchell.

I am guessing you must have already found out how i feel about you.Or maybe you have not?
I don't know.I did the stupidest thing yesterday and if you should have already clicked on the link with my name,well,all these past posts,well,about 45% of them have been about you.
I know it would be awkward if you knew.I'm sorry,i can't help myself for falling for you,Issh. :/
See,if i had the choice to let you know without telling you face-to-face,i would have writtened a song about you,record it and let the music play in all the stations of the radio in the universe even though i would have sounded like a dog howling in the middle of the night just so i can avoid spilling my heart to you.I am HUGELY shy to let my feelings out to you even though i've known you since a year(plus) ago.
Why am i guessing you might have already know?Cause you didn't utter a word to me today...
And the best part is,YOU LEFT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING TOO.
Yes i am a little crushed but you know what,i knew it was coming if you knew..
So,if you really have known,TELL ME!!

Okok,whatever to that.I just had to let some things out of my chest by posting out the redundant stuffs above.Anywho,Edd,as i have already guessed,didn't follow me and Monty for the job interview(s).lols.
I'll be meeting Monty tomorrow(again siah!haha) for our orientation stuff and i feel like backing out,BUT,since the person who approached us is being so lovely,i'll try out for a couple of times..

Anyways anyways,yesterday,on Meez,David did the cutest thing ever!haha.He created his character to the kind of man i would have always wanted real life and he asked me how i would like his character to look like(long dark hair etc,etc.). It looked so gorgeous.I was touched and i was left in awe.He made it seem as though he did it specially for me!haha xD
He kept on asking me what colour eyes should he put on,the length of the hair,tattoos or none and i said "just do whatever you like.choose whatever you think i would like." lols.and he did,somehow?haha.
i love him!!hahaha.
he's a big-time nut case but soft and sweet to the core!haha.

oh well..Mister-dear-whoever,if its true that you know,
let me know,
so we both know,
and we can have a heart-to-heart talk and discuss more about it?
you can definitely choose to finish up where we left off, and we shall never speak to one another again.
Deal?
*issh,stress siol!*
ah well,
Toodles,loves!