-quote from one of the song David and i love :D
Had some drama happening yesterday but its not worth talking about it here.lols.
So,i came home at about 1+ in the afternoon today and now its pouring like a burst water pipe though i've not personally seen how a burst pipe would look like.Something like a miniature water fountain?Possibly,maybe,who cares.haha.
Well,David got a job,Hurray!
*but secretly hates his job anyway*
lols.Why?cause number one,the most important reason,he don't have the time for me anymore!haha.(yes its a selfish,full-of-myself-reason) and
number two,he's handling plastic stuffs which is harmful to the earth and in the midst of the
BIG CASE OF GLOBAL WARMING,he still chose to take up the job.lols.He's been working there for 3 days his time and 4 days Singapore time now.
:(
haha.apparently he's making baby chairs..
i mean like putting them together i think and i wonder whats next.making babies?lols,i hope not!hahaha,i mean not yet at least :/
yes i've told him about what i've just mentioned and he said he's looking for a mommy for his children.dammit!hahah xD
well,i don't really hate his job at all.i just wanted to annoy him and make him quit ASAP just so i can have more time to talk to him before i start school in less than 1 and a half months time.cause after that i wouldn't know what would happen to us and the promises he made about his visitation to Singapore,the cute little 'put your head on my shoulder' dance at the beach and some other explicit stuffs.haha xD
he'll start college in August,i don't know when i'm having my school break and i have a feeling that nursing schedule would be a bitch.not forgetting the 3 months on and off attachments.i'm not going to regret it cause i know this is what i've been wanting for myself well,at least not the 'crying' bit when my patient dies.that kinf of thing,no.haha.
Well,lets skip the topic about David before i stab myself with a knife which is impossibly crazy to be happening,so, yeah,
YESTERDAY I SAW A RAINBOW :D
it was marvellous.beautiful.big.long.and i didn't know where it started and where it ended.
kinda like how we start to like something or someone and further along the way the interest starts to fade or you don't know where to end it cause you're so into it.
Eh i don't know what i'm blabbing on about but before i go on making this blog any longer,i better make a move.
Which before hand reminds me that i need to say something out of my chest to my
Dearest Mister Whoever;
you have been a big son of a bitch but i don't know why and how come i am being so forgiving.
your imperfections isn't as major as you make it seem to be,you're just paranoid.
i see you as perfect,do you know that?
and i don't only just say it at times when we're having those kind of conversations,
i meant it with the whole of my bloody,beating heart.
i fell head over toes for you,everyday,without fail i have to think about you
and i wish someday i am brave enough to say it straight to your face that i really,fucking,seriously,honestly,whole-heatedly LOVE you.
since 3 months ago,now and hopefully forever..
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