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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

One of that days

Have you ever dreamt..
that one of the many person you liked came to life in your slumber?
;i have,and here's my story. .

I was friends with this guy,lets call him Z.my family and relatives were against our friendship from the very beginning for many reasons.his unknown past,difference in religion and he is just generally,could not be accepted in our family circle.
one day,he walked pass this sort of room with all my family and relatives in there.with a suitcase in one hand and a bag pack on the other,he glared at me.i ran towards the door and asked "where are you off to?" and his reply was cold and stiff, "New York." and replied immediately with a "who with?!" badly curious and in need to know,but his response broke my heart "my girl friend.." and i went back inside the room and tears start streaming down my face.i sort of knelt in front of my second uncle from my mom's side as Z came and popped his head at the entrance of the room to look at my sudden reaction.suddenly,another uncle of mine came begging to my second uncle to let us be together for a while but he was being punched on the chest and he said angrily "NO!" and my uncle just sort of shook his hand and went outside.i followed and that was when i got to see Z again.my uncle said "go on,say your last goodbye.." and so i did.i walked up towards Z and looking down,hiding my tears i said "so..this is it huh?" and he replied "No,its not.i don't have girlfriend..i made that up so i can make you jealous and make you mad so you can forget me..the truth is..i fell in love with you." and we hugged and kissed.it felt crazily real and amazing i didn't want to wake up.common,with a crush that you've liked for almost a month?get real if you don't feel the way i did!and so Z had to go to the airport and we hugged one last time before both of us said "keep in touch".and when i turned around i saw all my family members and relatives behind me going "awwwwwww.." and that was how they accepted the significance of Z in my life.and than,the next night,i called Z up,
"hello."
"hey.."
*take note i had my phone of speaker mode and my uncle was listening*
"how are you?"
"im doing good.New York is crazy!im glad you called!i miss you already."
"*laughs*ok..can i ask you a real question?"
"sure,if i can answer.."
"ok..so..about us.."
"what about us?!"
"well,what are we??"
"friends.do you expect more?"
"but.."
"you were a good sport,we're both very good actors..!i can't believe it myself and i knew you'd call to say your family and relatives have accepted me.but,you do know right when i kissed you,its just an act.*laughs*"
and i hung up,crying in disappointment,my uncle just hung his head loose..later that same night,i received text messages from Z saying things like
"i miss you,i love you,im sorry for being a jerk,i didn't mean it,i was only joking.."
and than i woke up from my dream!
i got up,looked around the house in cold,with nobody around.the dream felt so real,that i wished it was somehow true.lols.oh well,its just another wishful thinking.probably inspired by the movie 'Twillight' and where's the relevance you may ask?well,i went to watched it with Sam,HuiYin and Edd last night and it was fantastic.i have assumed it would be more fantasy-ish but not really,it is pretty much human based.lol.i had a good time watching it and i don't mind going for seconds!Edward Cullen is handsome and his father is HOT!lols.the scenes were cool but yer.lols.
Anyways,my conversation with David is getting more and more general,we've run out of things to talk about with one another but we stil laugh to our personal jokes at times when one of us decides to crack another up.lol.he still don't know that i have mailed him a letter last Thursday and it is probably reaching him latest next week.that is his Christmas surprise.we'll see how we roll then.
Oh,and the weirdest part of all,about you,only after two days of not talking,i've missed you so much.Eeek.
till then take care,toodles!

P.s:All Downhill from here;

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