If i can describe my life in one word right now,for the time being,it would be;
CHILL AXING LIKE HELL.oh wait,thats 3 words but anyways,my life is making a very draggy pause and i'm not really used to it and i hate to admit this but im starting to think its because school has been the main factor why im always up and up at times.lol.
but hey! i have figured out that my life,a couple of years down the road,it would be non-fussy,laid-back and seriously a trip to enjoy.because i haven't set unachievable goals for myself.however,that doesnt make me a bum,well,i maybe at times,but its just that,im more of a realist and i am aware of what my abilities is at.so,its all good.i have no idea why im telling you bloggers about my life plan but heck,its cool.
so,its 4 plus in the morning and my main reason why im still up is to actually wish
David a Merry Christmas officially Singapore time to him but he's not online.he's probably guitar-heroing with his family or out Christmas shopping.ah well,i hope he has a merriest party tomorrow which he invited me to come(laugh to that one!) and i said sure just bring me around your home in your webcam!lol.ok,never mind.
so,yer.i think thats about it,im just being bored.later today,im picking my aunt and uncle up from the airport from their trip,i'd like to think its their
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of honeymoon-ing ,and this time they went to spain & morocco.cool shit huh?lol.i want to be like them.get a good job under the government sector(i was referring to my uncle of course,my aunt is the stay-home traditional house-fly,i mean house-wife),save money and spend my pension money and savings on endless out of the country trips with my husband/boyfriend or whatever.lol.
and than probably later in the evening,head out to town with my favourite laughing buster clan(Sam and Edd) to town or wherever they decide to do.and if you might have already notice,i dont like making decision,its a bit of a chore for me and that is the reason why i dont date.yet.lols!
Anyways,Monty,if you are reading this,please,im begging you,the next time you are going to ask me to hang out,please be sure that you really want to.save me the disappointment in future if you're going to cancel on me like the
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you've had before.its getting old,and im sick of it.and if it helps,you are that one person who breaks my heart a lot because,i dont get to see you much and when you make plans with me,its like a bonus and miracle to be able to meet you but when you cancel,its like a stab in my chest[yes i have to exaggerate a little to nake you realize the damage].i hope you understand and just so you know,this doesnt make me love you any less.its still the same just spare a thought for my feelings the next time,thanks.
so people,thats all,take care and happy holidays!
p.s:i have wished for you and penned it down for millions to see..
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