Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Monday, June 28, 2010

Repaired(June 28th)


I am telling myself that I should shove the bad-upsetting-depressing feelings down the burning fire of the hell cause I'm left with what,six days of holidays.
Therefore,I will force out all the smiles and laughter that I have left in me before clinical posting begin again.
I had a dream about clinical posting,apparently,I was a very caring,kind and lovable student nurse.I had a lot of concerned patients and I woke up feeling happy.
Maybe I should embrace the moment of Clinical posting fully this time.
I shall not let the staff bring me down cause I'm there to get my skills done and over,care for the patient like my own and have better communication skills.Besides,I am about to have the coolest Clinical posting lecturer!My previous class advisor,durh! haha. :D


So,yesterday at about one in the morning,I left home for Esso to pass my brother his forgotten wallet.He went to top up his bike oil tank,cashless.Was he dumb,apparently so.
As an obedient and caring sister he have always had for almost 19 years of his life,I actually got out of the house and walked so fast like I never had before.
I was fearing for my life,against dogs.
Hahahahaha!
When I got home,I was so hyped up.I was crazy talking,especially to jerkass.
I'm sure he sensed the difference but I think it was more nostalgic.Pfft!
I'm sure I reminded him of the person who once talked to him about a month ago.Chey chey chey!
Anyways,I have been hanging out tons with Monty.Its the only time I get to anyway cause most often than not,we meet about once or twice in two weeks if school term starts.Its not always about the cigarettes,its about knowing I can rely on her even when nothing is bothering me.
Unlike certain friends I have currently.
She has a bit of a beef with her boyfriend and I wish I could help.Bahahahahaha.

Oh and I feel like going to JB again with Shagaga! Or go out and hang out with him sometime this week.Hands down,he could be the next best thing to Edd!
He's like another female friend stuck in a male's body cause I can bitch and talk about life with him anyway.A great company,he jokes about awkward moments and I guess he's one of the two guy who knows how much I weigh and thats a lot! haha.
So,till then.Take care.
Love.Appreciate!
P.s:I like it when you speak your mind,refreshing.

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