Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Wednesday, June 9, 2010

The man.


The man who sold my world.
The man who believed in me.
The man who said "I love you" and I truly believed him.
The man who smoked rolled cigarretes.
The man who was there to share my pain and happiness.
The man who didn't care I looked like shit.
The man who minded his steps when he walks with me cause he's always wearing boots and I always wear my slippers.
The man I first thought of when I woke up from sleep and the man I last think of when I go to bed at night.
The man I loved with every beating of my heart,my every breath.
The man I've seen sleeping.
The man I could go on kissing,being all over for minutes,hours,days or months perhaps years.
The man I've had for a good amount of time.
The man who made a difference in my life.
The man who appreciated me for me.
The man who could look me right in the eye and send shiver down my spine.
The man who've walked and spent the time being with me.
The man who didn't care what the whole world thinks when he's with me.
The man who tried dropping a habit he couldn't quite carry out.
The man with bright blue eyes I can go on forever staring into.
The man who looked beautiful when he smiled,when he was angry,when he was upset.
The man who was going to father my child.
The man I lost.
The man who could have held on longer to his words and not broke it in the middle of my important exam.
The man who was responsible for leaving me hanging by a thread for almost two goddamn fucking years.
The man who explained something that didn't make sense.
The man who broke my heart,shattered it into ever place possible.
The man I couldn't bear talk to after the shock of loss.
The man I saw again after a year and immediately,the feelings came rushing back.
The man who got me carried away with so few of his words.
The man I didn't want to miss but eventually did.
The man who didn't put in enough effort to save me.
The man said "its better off this way."
The man who shredded pieces of what was left of me.
The man who took all that he could away from me and left me with unanswered doubts.
The man who is so far away.
The man I can't say goodbye to.

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