I'll be on me feet again,someday.

I'm not going to school tomorrow.
I'm not going to regret my decision even though its less than a week to Exam.
I promise to revise on my own tomorrow,I don't see the point of going to school and staying there trying to cope with my head feeling heavy,full of snort.
At least,with the comfort of my home,I have all that I need.
Cold water to bring my temperature down,the quiet instead of chattering students in my ears which is going to irritate me further in this condition,and I can sneeze all the fucking time I want to and blow my nose as loudly as I want to-cough as loudly as well.
haha.
Well,I got a replacement to my fucked up Samsung(my personal Badang!) phone which has been with me since forever to a Sony Ericson's.I was totally messing around with my second brother when he came over,shoving my messed up phone to his face and trying to score for sympathy and than he asked "you want my phone?" and I'm dumbfounded like that.I just stared and nodded.haha.It was his spare phone anyway.
Who would have thought the things we needed most can come true that soon.
One "need" down and plenty that I can't think of more to go!
So..I meant to go over to Bishan to meet ol' Sam today but she woke up a bit too late and we postponed out meet-up to next week instead.I am continuously IM-ing her as I'm blogging now and we got tons to rant about which is the most random thing to do at nights like this.haha.
But she's make me feel occupied for the night,even told me about the little heart-break I'm going through.She even told me to "stop falling for the wrong guys" and I'm like "WTF.I wish guys came with a sign on their forehead which says "I'm wrong for you."haha.
Anyways,so,instead of meeting my preggo friend,I met Mari instead.
I finally had my first taste of the quarter pounder and its not as magical as I thought it would be. Cheated my feelings.
But it made me fucking full yes.haha.
So,I'm sipping my iced tea and reflecting back on my life thinking what have I got to lose now that I am in this state right,and it got me thinking that;
behind my smart-mouthed self,rude-mean and definitely unattractive,I have a pretty good heart and I listen fairly well to people.
Despite having a slight hearing impairment due to prolonged loud music busting in my eardrums since I was 14 till now,haha.
Well,I deserve to be given some credit,a little respect if not a lot,and probably a little gratitude.
I'm not being big-headed but I've had it up till my forehead with people taking advantage out of my sincerity and that reasons out on why I am being this self-centered bitch that I don't mean to be today.haha.
Not that I am remorseful of what I've said or done to hurt my friends or family.
haha.
Well,tonight proves to be a pretty dandy night.I got the best of songs on my stereo and its making me at peace with myself.
I may have a massive case of low-esteem but I am confident enough to throw back a few words to make you feel better or worse about yourself.Trust me,you wouldn't want the latter one.
So,till then my favourite folks.
Take care,don't get sick like me.
(By accident,I might have caught something I shouldn't.Cross your fingers for me,please?)
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:I think too much cause I need to solve my own mystery.