Beautiful as it is.

Time is unbelievably short these days.
Tomorrow,I'll be back in the fucking school.What am i to do?Worry bout grades again of course. Well,I must say I enjoyed being at home and pissing the shit out of my mom by not really helping much at all doing the chores.haha.But I'm sure she's going to miss my presence again at home.Like not seeing me lying on the bed next to her side,not moving until its almost twelve in the afternoon or she might miss hearing my voice asking "Mak,masak apa?Lapar uh.". haha.

I did nothing special during my three week vacation cept for the night out at the beach with my usual side-kick(s).In between hanging out and watching the telly,I also got propsed.
Informally but enough to make my heart race because of the adrenaline action.
I'm not sure if its a big joke but its getting intense.This could be it.
My friends,I may,or may not get married soon.Har har har.
But I'm pretty sure its not as easy as signing the papers and "TADAH!"-
I'm suddenly somebody's wife.
Theres my parents to worry about,theres permanent residency to sort and hopefully no changing of faith and beliefs.I went through it once but not to this extreme.
I am not surprised why 'he' is actually rushing,and I am more than glad to be wedded.
Its a foolish decision but please,I know what I want for myself.
But if it is all a fucking joke,I wouldn't mind waiting all over again.
I don't want to be hitched to a musician whose going to leave me alone while he's off strumming and partying hard after that.That wouldn't be too good.har har har.

So anyways,that aside,I went out with Monty today in hopes of getting some red sticks.Got disappointed but I had some other back up so that'll do for tomorrow.
And Oh dear God,its raining now. *Yaaay!*
And four books down,two to go.I actually fought hard not to cry while reading but it failed badly.Its always depressing when you put emotions into reading.Nevertheless,I always enjoy every bit of it.Be it lying down,sitting on a chair or stoning off while somebody else talks to me.
Its always,always good.

Well,I'm going to try and find some songs and get some sleep.I'm horribly bummed school's in a couple of hours but thats life.
Its either good or bad.
So cheers,all.Take care.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:I'm pretty sure you care or else you wouldn't have even thought about liking it.