Monday started off wrong.I never hated Mondays except for today but lucky for me,I'm meeting Fiza later.
I hope things would simmer down over cigarettes and bubble tea.I just need to find a fucking mat or a bloody sleeping bag.
I'm not too sure why but I'm feeling pretty cranky.I don't wish to entertain any other.
Nana just came around and I couldn't be bothered to look her in the eye and talk.I let her do the stuff she need to and couldn't wait for her to get out.
Even when she left,I couldn't wait to close the bloody door on her,and she wasn't alone mind you.
Kay was around and I couldn't give a shit bout what she thinks of me no more.
And YOU fuckhead should stop playing your loser game,if you want to talk,talk.
Don't disappear for a couple of days and come back round again and interpret things as though it was my fault.
Listen here and listen good(referring to everyfuckingbody!),
I do you fucking favours after favours,and no I'm not being petty or calculating but is it so fucking hard to fulfill my one and only wish?
Is it hard for you to get back at me at least within the first half hour after I notify you?
Now don't fucking blame me why I am always bloody late,I have my perfect silly reason which you wouldn't understand.
And please,Stop trying to be a bloody goody two shoe!
Stop trying to help when you know for a fact what is actually the matter.
Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggghh!
People are like shit,just like what Ifan would say when were both 14.
They either lie to your face,break your fucking heart after or stab you multiple of times in the back.
And the best part is,you are always trying to be there despite the fucking shit load of stuff they have done to you.
Especially you,silly little ass bitch,I can't stand the fact that you have your hands all over what I thought would be my future.But you know what,Thank God you have that piece of shit,
cause I'd be a living misery like you.Stupid fool.
Trying to suck it up for you man,oh please! Go get married and seal the fucking deal.
bitch.
The problem right now is actually I'm breaking into cold sweat cause I don't get to satisfy my problem.
I haven't had a bloody cigarette for long enough.I want my red packs and I'm going to get it!
Oh and tomorrow,I might be staying out with them.Far,please please please be there.
I need to talk to you.
I need you.
Oh Fuck it.
Hate,Appreciate!
P.s:Raged.
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