Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Wednesday, February 3, 2010

what was yours?

A mix-match moment;

I feel extremely fat.
I look extremely fat.

So I need to lose extreme amount of weight.
And look extremely stick thin.
Cause I feel extremely disgusting.
And I am feeling extremely unhealthy.
How?

My logbook has most initials on,
My tragus piercing is pissing me off,
My nursing blouse seems to fit snugly instead of still having some space,
I am going to have my "time" soon.
So lets hope after that,
I won't binge eat,get my emotions running hay-wire and start avoiding people.
hahahahaha.

I need my red packs badly.
I am trying hard to save and not spend as much.
I don't now if he still wants to meet,
I need to look acceptable at least a day before the day we're suppose to meet,
but he's being a bitch-probably busy with work and not having time to respond yet.
I should understand better.
*yawns*

ANYWAYS;
Saturday I have YOG training to attend. -Crazy happy. :D
I won MTV contest on Toothfairy movie-need to collect the goodie pack before a certain date.
Stoked to get a pair of fairy wings.lol.
I am missing the homey feel of being a family.
I couldn't care less about my cousin no longer.
Monty stood my up last night,made me wait for her for nothing.Obviously pissed me off.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Morning shift though.
Crossing my fingers to not get caught for my tragus piercing.

Please God,If you have stored something exciting,something that would surely expand the size of my bubble,show it now?
I can hardly wait,
*smiles sheepishly*

Love,Appreciate!
P.s:The longer it gets,the further it stretched,I tend to forget.

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