Don't murder it yet.

Second day at the ward I've been to at the last posting and surviving perfectly.
Its better having less people from my group around though it sucks to have separate break times for only 3 students.
(Less bitching,less ear and eye sore and fulfilling times.)
Anyways,
visited Ikhwan yesterday.
Met Juls beforehand at Town to help her with the gabazillion load of things she has bought for him.
Than she got him donuts at ION,beforehand;something to hug kind of thing,magazines,funny book and a terrible attitude.
-.-
But anyways,Ikhwan has always been stick thin and what he's got only makes him look even skinnier,
and today,I popped by his door after my break but he was asleep-saw his brother but ignored anyway.
And after work,when I popped by again,a couple of friends were visiting him and Juls was there too.He looked unhappy that I swung by today but Juls got out if his room and gave me a quick hug,and so that might probably be the last time I'll give him a surprise check visit since he's giving me the fucking look and cannot be bothered response.

Urmn,well.
Valentine's around the corner.Back tracking all those years,I've always had plans,but this year,
growing up and maturing in this mortal world,it kind of loses its significance of this day to celebrate love.Those gleeful nights,overly loud voices spreading cheers and good times and a drink too many.
Having someone around and than losing them again.Knowing them too well than becoming perfect strangers.
And this time round,I'll celebrate love with myself and a head held high knowing it won't break me down without someone a special beside me consecutively for two years.
That I've been through it once and I'll do it again the second time or the many years to come.
And I know for a fact that as long as I give love to my family and friends,the love for me may not be felt now,but maybe soon,or not later in life.

And pssst!;
He's finally asked and proposed the most suitable time of all days :)
To go or not to go,That'll remain a mystery.
Let me decide and get through it on my own and I'll let it be known on what I'm talking about.
Cheers,good night!

Love,Appreciate!
P.s:I can't forget,I will let go,I'll still wait for your flight back home.