Sunny windy days.

Thank God,my days have been nothing but great lately.
I am surprisingly enjoying what I am meant to do in the ward,so be it the EN's make me do endless of parameters,it keeps me occupied and there are less hypocrisy going around these days.I suppose,certain people needs to be treated in a certain way to realize what they are missing out in a particular someone,me.haha.

I am missing my red packs a lot.I am thinking of getting one and enjoying it all on my own by the end of the week.
And Fizah,I'm sorry,but you are crazy if you want me to swap shift with you on Friday!haha.
Anyways,I find a need to apologize to a couple of people who have shown concern towards me on the text I sent over the weekend.
I swear to God it was just me being genuine,no hidden meaning,nothing suicidal at all.
To Farhana,I am alright,I will be fine even though I am not.You know me better than anyone,so you should know by now but apparently you don't.So,well,yeah,I am alright.haha.
I had my FB deactivated cause it was lagging on me and its kinda shitty.
Its better now I suppose.

Anyways,he's back.
He,by far,has been the only person who claims to like my scruffy old self back then.
I am beyond words elated and he told me to give him a couple of days to sit back and relax for a bit.I guess he's badly trashed.
I am nervous,but I am keeping an open head and heart in case it all has to end abruptly.lol.
Lets hope not. fooooh! *bismillah.*

Urmn,well,spend my night last night talking with Sunny.
He's flooded my FB wall and I did the same to his.I always have the best of random fun in the nights with him.He pisses me off in a funny way,does it make sense?lol.

So yeah,things are dandy as of now.
I am keeping my back straight cause the old pain is coming back,I don't want another ambulance experience,haha.Its killing me most times but I'm trying hard not to complain,after all,I'll get a back massage soon *smiles sheepishly*.

And this fucking dickhead is coming back again into my life at times when I thought I'm better off without any contact with him.
And here he comes saying shit like "haven't been talking in quite a while have we?" like as thought its my fucking fault!
I'll deal with him now and sign off with lots of love,peace and harmony again.
Take care,
Salut'!

Love,Appreciate!
P.s:Its better to left with nothing and start over and learn from the old.