Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I am missing something,I just don't know what.

Its been two days since I start my CP.
Orientation day was a drag,And my legs are killing me today.
I'm glad B! is working the same shift and same team as me cause we get to bitch about others and do our case study like nerds together.
Fiza is working opposite shifts as me and I'm a little bummed.But the people I got on my shift for this week is not too shabby either.
And at a time so inapropriate,I am starting to write again.
I am even enjoying it at my exhausted state.
LOL.
Oh,
And I saw Rafiqah today.
Her boyfriend got admitted in the ward I'm in for RTA and she wanted yours truly
(Amyly Yaww) to go check him out as a friend and for a very valuable purpose as well.
I think it make sense and thoughtful but I haven't told Mari anything yet.
Well,upon looking at Rafiqah and the state her boyfriend is in,And the way she showed concern and care for him,I think I should start meeting people again.
After all,I'm getting married next year!
Har Har Har.
I want to be in love,but I don't fall in love easily.
And I don't have feelings at most times!
I don't like the idea being monogamous and comitted when theres nothing to prove that we are official,like marriage-theres a certificate.
Who am I kidding right?But after being with Seb,
A piece of romance fell along with him. FOOOOH! ~Philosophical pa!
Ok I'm up to my balls thinking about this shit,I need to be in love,but I need a break.
Why be in love when you still got to cry your eye balls out for them?
Shit.
Well,
I guess I'm going to go now.
Having an early rise tomorrow.
Got to get them Critical Skills done. *Crosses Finger till it might snap*
So,cheers to all.
And my nursing buddies,Press On bitches!
Take care.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:I am emotion-less apparently.

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