The loss is still felt but the world does not stop for grief.
Time keeps ticking and if it ever stops,i guess thats when Apocalypse takes over.
Though it wouldn't hurt if time did even stop momentarily.
Well,last night/morning,i had a dream.
I'm not sure why but you were in it.
We were at our usual spot.
The place where we would sprawl lazily like cats on the green grasses,watching the vehicles drive by and the sound of nature all around us.
In that dream,it felt so real,so familiar.
Cause suddenly you sat me upright and made me look into your eyes.
And a tear slid down my face and you wiped them away like you know how and i collapsed to your arm telling you how much i missed you,how i missed us and how upset i was now that you're no longer here with me.
And you got quiet,so quiet and i looked through your eyes and tears like diamonds began to form.I put my head on to yours and clumsily ran my fingers up and down your back.
And i buried my face into my favourite spot in between your shoulder and neck and breathed you in deeply cause even if you had to go away and never come back,then,at least i would still remember how you smelt like.
And i woke up at almost noon thinking to myself if i should go to school to return the library book or not.And than i told myself,maybe not.har har har.
Well i was out with Monty yesterday.Been meeting her and only her.Thats maybe cause she's the nearest person i can ever seek comfort from my boredom.har har har.I'm glad she's not moving,yet.
And than after which,i met Far for a little while and as per normal,free food was given as if the place belonged to her.Nevertheless,Alhamdulillah.har har har.
Hrmn,and i caught up with David last night too.
Made babies with him,and it didn't turn out quite right.ha ha ha.
Well,i guess thats all i can update as of now.
When i'm all heavy with words in my brain,i'll blog again.
Soon,if not later.
Cheers.
Love,appreciate!
P.s:That last time you said "I love you" i thought you meant it.
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