is a day i will always hate,
i won't ever forget,
i will always read my prayers for and
as much i as i hate to acknowledge the date,
i got to accept the fate that has already been written.
Imagine,
not having much fun during the trip cause you felt like something was going to happen,
feeling that feeling intensely weeks before the trip occurred,
and than when i landed in Singapore,all i wanted was the comfort of my home,my books.
But,upon reaching the arrival hall,Dad stood there impatiently.
He asked me to rush and i told him "another picture more?"
he shook his head first.
and than he said it.words were rushed.
but i heard him loud and clear.
My heart ached my tears fell and all i could afford to say was "Seriously?"
and he nodded and wiped his own tears away.
and we quickly took off together.
It was all happening like a silent movie.
I said nothing but cried and cried to the person who was no longer palpitating.
Standing among all the other people who loved him and was so dear to him.
It hurts me,it cuts me it pained me cause I was lucky enough that i got home on that day,hours after he had his last breath or else,i would have missed him too.
Kissing his cold forehead long,tears spilling all over him and through blurred vision i stood next to mom who was more upset than i ever was cause she lost a brother so dear to her.
He got us so messed up,i couldn't think right anymore.
I couldn't face friends.
I haven't cried that much in a long time..
Its been 4 days now.
The hurts too much to bear and all i can afford to do now is pray that he is within Allah's reach and that he'll wait us up with Gramps and Grandmas.
I will love you,i will miss you.Always.
Till the end of time.
Rest in peace,in loving memories.
Love,Appreciate!
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