but our flip-chart has been retrieved from who knows where.
Now the next hurdle is to fucking complete the project by tonight.
Sleepless again,hopefully not.
And this afternoon,
i felt so light headed and queasy that i puked out my guts during lunch.
not a pleasant sight,it was nasty!
LOADS OF FOOD CONTENT.
I'm not too sure whats the problem is,but lets not hope its Bulimia.lol! :D:D
At this fucking moment,my chest is tightening and my stomach is grumbling.
I don't know if i should eat cause i don't want to vomit again :(
Anyways,
Urmn,i went for the Medan briefing,its fucking next week.
I can't believe it.
Time flies by too fast,mega speed fast!Its unbelievable.
Next week is also my exam and im not bloody prepared!
I only flipped through my notes 4 times within 3 months,whattaffuucck!
I need to get good GPA for the paramedic's course(right Mari!).
Its my only other route to something more exciting,challenging and less boring.
And..
this feeling still won't go away after two weeks.
Why?Why?
Its like theres a volcano about to erupt in myself,something major and explosive might happen,i can feel it,sense it but i don't want to think about it but the more i avoid the more constant it becomes.
Eeek.
And lets hope this zits will stop popping out,I'm suppose to feel better-not stressed/unlively.
Take care all,
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:Faster beating with every thoughts.
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