It keeps growing,don't it?

I'm all about rage this week.
I feel aggravated.I'm not in the best of moods but i try to take it easy and absorb them all in.
I still need to maintain my composure and chill,be patient as ever.At least i tell myself to try.
to the people i've affected and if i have given you a hard time,I'm terribly sorry.I just didn't know i would show my disinterest in you to your face.My deepest apologies.Peace.
Well,i got into trouble with one of my course authority person.
Its the first time in 6 months of being in campus.I didn't mean to be rude or anything,but sometimes i say the first thing which came to mind.I know how blunt i can be with words,and i got nobody to blame but myself.
Another authority person came up to me this morning and asked me to do something about my hair -.-
sometimes i wish i could shave them all off and make everyone happy.seems like all that i do has bits and pieces of mistakes in it.
But i'm not going to let it get in my way of the upcoming tests!
Cheh!As if i'm putting in any effort at all.
This module kind of drain me out a lot.I hope i'll hang in there,a couple of months more..
Besides,i've got the most kick-butt friends the world can ever ask for.
Thank you Far,Mari & Zee for being there at times when i need or don't need you guys around.lol.
I wouldn't have made it this far in school without you guys,i love you(s).
Anyways,to David,thank you for the daily messages.Your texts brings a smile to my face even though i don't really feel like it which is on most days.lol.I appreciate your existence despite the million miles of distance.
To Seb,I'm grateful enough that we're in touch as friends.I can never ask for more.You have been the best thing and the worst thing that has happened in my life.You made me question my faith once upon a time ago but sanity woke me up.I thank God for the premature realization.
I hope your life will be smooth-sailing as of now,since you're employed.I'm here,always.
To my aching bodily muscles,"It has been a good work-out even though i am about to throw up my heart in my mouth.I will be able to endure this pain,its nothing."
To friends who miss me,to friends i miss,to best friends who think i've forgotten you-i have not-i've just been caught up with stuffs,to the loss of loved ones,
Life goes on.
take care,
Love,Appreciate!