Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Friday, October 16, 2009

clouds is what we make out of it.

Today marks a Friday,in case anyone forgets what today is.
School has been fine,my friendship's getting better and to Far,
I was a bitch i should have known but you're a bigger bitch but i forgave you cause i love you that much.no hard feelings,i wish us four will be there for each other all the way.
Together,we'll get through it all.
I love you guys so much its impossible for me not to love my life now as much as i head dreading the sleepless nights,this fucking voices i hear in my head and wishing i could slip out of my body and roam around like a bird.ironic as it may sound and seem.
So i went to get my pay and i had like thirty-three fucking bucks in.
Enough to get it spend on cigarettes and the knick-knacks.
I also spent quality time with my fellow girlfriends after school.
we finally walked home as the proper FOUR of us.
it felt good on my part,real good.
Things were finally back to the old times,not so long ago actually,about 6 months give or take.
lol.
subject in school is hitting me in the head.i think i'm not going to enjoy behavioral science.
i don't think im able to keep awake through nursing studies classes.its hella draggy,thank goodness people made candies.
it does help a little and not mention,Zee's fucking razor sharp teeth piercing through my tender flesh on my arms.God it hurts!
Evidence is visible on Mari's body.hahaha.
Even Far,the quiet one yelped out an OUCH in class when she got the bite from that lost vampire.lol.
but lets hope i get good grades,Paramedics,wait for me!
so,i caught up with Edd last night/morning.it was nice.we had an elaborate yet short conversation and it made my inside tingle with joy cause i really missed Edd.
i miss us.lol.
well,life is what we make out of it.i'll deal with it like a proper homosapien wander through life's un expecting path with pretence and a smile pasted for the world.
so goodbye,take care and before i was blogging,
i just need to say this;
i did a little research on the project i was assigned to do which is due in 4 weeks from now.
i had a good head start and lets hope my group mates(my 3 best-fucken-buddies) and Mazi can all get our heads together and complete it as soon as possible.
live life,
have a cigarette or not and once in a while,
look up at the clouds and let your imagination do the work.
Love,Appreciate!

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