so close,so far

Just a picture of late Kurt Cobain.Sometimes i wish he was alive,so i could talk to him.
He might not have known me or vice versa,but this world is
full of possibilties if you make believe.
But honestly,
though i never know him,never lived in his era,in his life-time,
a part of me misses him like how
i miss all my gramps and grandnana and friends who have passed on.

What a week.
Had plenty of emotions running through my veins all through out the week.
Pleasant and intense.Lovable and depressing.Beautiful and ugly.
Things with school is not looking too well.I'm lacking behind with my studies,Biology especially,and that's because i let 2 topics stop me from concentrating.lols.
I'm stressing because of 2 pathetic topics,stupid huh?
And why shouldn't i be?My test is in 2 days!
Its been a pleasant week cause I've been hanging out with some classmates who feels the same way and we perk up each other's lives with endless amount of irritatingness and every possible ways to make each other smile and laugh.
Anyways,last night i met up with NanaJ and some of her friends.I was out for a bit too late and there was no bus around.So Kay offered me a ride home with her KTM and i was a little terrified.
Dayat,a guy i met last night was pleading "don't ride her home with your bike." with a little frown in his face.And i blurted out "why the hell not?!" in a nervous and slightly pissed off tone and he gave me one of his 'i-need-sympathy' look.But honest to God,inside my gut,i was terrified because i am twice Kay's height.
I imagined myself tumbling down on the road as she lose control of her ever so high KTM.
but anyways,yeah,eventually i reached home almost soaking wet.And i pitied her cause she got to go back to fetch NanaJ up and from what i've heard,she was already soaked to the bones.
Oh and today,i went to C.t Amirah's sisters(yes both her elder sisters) wedding.I went there with Monty,Teah and Syahid(Monty's brother).There were a couple of people singing at the wedding and all 4 of us couldn't stop making comments.Or rather,Teah couldn't.lol.
Oh,and for the first time in weeks i guess,im having a proper chat with David.Finally,a decent chat without any stupid arguments.lol.
And Wait;
did i tell you how the Swine Flu is pissing me off?well,it is and i am worried for everyone on this face of earth.But i don't think it matters what i think about it so,might as well put it to bed and sleep it off.
So yeah.Its getting pretty late and i need some sleep before i wake up for school tomorrow.
Hopefully there will be a tennis game or two between Mary(Mariam) and i.lols!
Till then,take care.
Love,Appreciate.
P.s:i want to be near you.i want to sleep and wake up next to you.i want to be part of you.