another week to survive

(the heart that beats and the air i breathe;
limiting times.)

Its a school week and i'm blogging.
I didn't plan to,but it just sort of happened spontaneously.I was already in my living room,with all the appropriate things to study,my Tabbner,notes,writing materials and all that.But,while i was looking for a clear folder to put in my notes,i came across some drawing memorabilia and instead of stressing on my studies,i started to doodle until i didn't feel like drawing anymore.
And so here i am now.
Anyways,in the weekend,i received a piece of news from David which kind of caught me off guard.He said he might be joining the Army,but part-time cause he has to juggle college again,somewhere in August.
I'm partly glad and upset with his decision.I know its totally out of my business,and regardless what his choice in life might be,its still his life that he's leading but i'm too nosy that i tend to get in the way with his decision.
Straight away,my reaction to what he have suggested about him going to join the Army was a straight-up answer,"No way!".
I started explaining why,and the pros and cons(mostly cons) and he always responded with something else to back up his decision.It seems like he has seriously thought about it,but we'll just see in the next couple of weeks if he still is serious about it.
What i didn't understand most was,when he said that he would be earning loads of cash,i started saying that his place in this life,if he joins the army will not be certain,and the money he earns will not be of use to him if he,touch wood,returns to God,and how only his family will benefit his hard-earned money.And i thought that would discourage him a little but my hope slowly stated to diminish when he said "that'll be good!" instead.
I already felt a feeling of lost even though David only voiced out his most probable side job by joining the Army,and it is not even confirmed.
Oh well,i hope he forgets about it within this week or the next two.
And i should stop worrying.
So,on a higher note;
a person close to my heart,mind and soul will be celebrating his birthday on May 10th.
My Pops birthday is coming up,and i'm not too sure what he likes.All i can think about for him is food.Glorious,yummy,scrumptious food.And i thought about getting him a small cake for himself just to show a sign of gratitude from me on how thankful i am towards him to bring me up to be what i am today.
He's the number one man of my life followed my brothers. :')
ANYWAYS;
lets talk about school.I just took my Phase test 1 yesterday and i think(my fingers are crossed),i did alright.And today,i had Bio-Test 1 and also,i think i did alright too.
I mean,last minute studying should have really paid off right?
Besides my studies,i can't help but wonder why life in ITE has to have so much drama.It has only been 4 weeks of school and it is pretty obvious how some don't like the other.
I am included in this as well.I am not prejudice.
It is true on how some of them don't suit my taste bud,but i try and talk to them normally.I try hard not to sound hateful.Those i have been hanging out for the past couple of weeks has been a handful of lovely cheery human mankind.
Those i least make conversations with is those i try to invisibilise myself from.lol.
I don't want to play hypocrite,thats not how i roll.But i don't choose favourites either,or i try not to anyway.
Well,thats basically it.I can go on forever(if it exists) but it won't end.
So yeah,you guys take care.
Love,Appreciate!