Today is April 8th,Wednesday(dur,i just thought i might remind those who have forgotten what date and day it is).I woke up about almost 11 in the morning today and made pineapple tarts with mom.The whole 'task' ended about 3.30 in the noon and i have a confession;i have not showered for a day and a half.lol.i thought of doing so a bit later in the night,right before my "for-now favourite" Tv programme,30Rock gets aired on channel 5.haha.
Anyways,disgustingness aside,haha,i would like to update on my well-being for the sake of those who have been lacking behind with whats been going on in my life,despite some of you not being concerned,but i don't give a schnitz.haha.
Let me recall,last Monday,i went to Tampines Central area to get my inexpensive shoes for school.I had NanaJ's companionship,but she brought along a soldier troop.Ok,i'm exaggerating,so what?haha.there were about 4 unfamiliar faces and they were all related to Kay,well,only one,Mai,cause she's her blood related sister and the rest are apparently their good friends.
(Redundant facts,so i was told..)
I was quite concerned(FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER!) with the unplanned 'clan',and i texted my Monty to meet up with me so that i won't get too introvertedly gawky.And for the first time,for the past almost 3 years that i've known her,she came around for my sake.haha.We went to a couple of stores,had dinner,ice-cream and she went off earlier cause she was apparently,exhausted.
I still have not bought a bag-pack,and i thought i might dump the idea of getting another 2 pair of unnecessary shoes.I still need a new wardrobe though.haha.
And than,there was Yesterday.And it was exuberantly boring.I was at home the whole day,and the rain couldn't stop pouring which made it a whole lot of fun to laze about at home,doing absolutely nothing.Which explains my unhygienic self for a day and a half.lol.
And than there is today:)
Which i told earlier on,that i made tarts(yummy!) and i was writing down the name of the songs which was named in a book.Oh,with that being said,i need to 'treat' myself with "the gift" by Ceceila Ahern!i think the book would be interesting,i've read the preface i think late last year?and i find it intriguing and i guess,that goes into my "what-to-get" list.haha.
So!i was suppose to go meet Monty right about now,but i figured that since she is going to meet Teah first,i might as well let them have their time together cause things are not looking on the up-and up for them.I hope things go well,and message to Monty;
"stay strong Sister!!"
Urrmmn,oh yeah!i was watching the movie Date with Tad Hamilton or something like that yesterday,and i found a couple of nice songs on there!hahaha.And;
i've learnt that eventually,when someone keeps trying to do their best for something/someone and they are not able to reach their goal,they will eventually give up.That particular chapter of their life,in wanting something so bad,will close and nothing is able to make it occupant free again because the effort is not concentrated there anymore,it will be to the second most important target instead.
What i'm trying to say is,i have finally learnt to let my fist relax a little/slowly(if i must) and let my Dear-Mister-Whoever go.
Its about time.Its April.And when winter comes again,i doubt i get to see what lies behind the person i've put my guts down for,for the last 7 months.I get nothing in return and besides,i'm happy if you are.Like a folded paper-plane with memories of you,i'll fly it off from a rooftop and to wherever it may go,i hope it lands well.
And with that being said,on a semi-happy note of course, ;)
i'll end my post here,and you guys got to take care and come back for more!
toodles!
Love,Appreciate :)
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