Still bright.

Hey Earthlings or Fellow citizens more like.
Things have been pretty good nowadays i think.I have tried to keep an open mind and an optimistic mood and things seems to be pretty dandy.
Couple of days ago i had a STUPID argument with Edd.Apparently,i was a selfish son of a bitch but that aside,we have reconciled our friendship again,and like always,i apologized cause my mom made me do it.haha.
It was about a stupid matter which leads to another redundant facts and another and than BANG!,it was a heated conversation.
But eventually,like the fire,it dies down.So we're cool as ice again.
Anyways,he said something about him moving on to 'friends his age and more males in his circle of friends' and it kind of burned inside.Honestly,it did hurt me.I mean,he could have not told me at all,right,and make it one of his New Year's Resolution but he spilled it anyway,and the best part was,he had to tell me!haha.But i have come to terms with it,i mean,its life.
We meet new people along the way and forget the old ones.I guess i have to move on and look back on life with happy memories and smiling faces i had while i was with Edd,haha,there sure was a lot!
MOVING ON~before i go back down memory lane..haha.
I met Naddy yesterday.we took a walk near her place,sat down and caught up with each other's lives.Or,more about her life for a matter of fact.lol.I have missed her and it was nice seeing her again.Hrmmn,and than comes Monty.I have been seeing her A LOT!haha.
and no its not a bad thing cause this is pretty rare.haha.sometimes,i don't get to see her for a month and it sucks.i have been having great fun when i'm with her even though our conversations is pretty casual,and we like to irritate each other and talk about life and death.we do stupid things,she makes the annoying facial impersonation i do and we make fun of others,just like normal close/good/best friends would.
i would live with her if i could but not in the same room.hahaha!
So what else..Oh,i went to the library,like finally!i've borrowed a couple of adult fiction which is pretty intriguing.they are about love,separations,life snippets and loss.i'm looking forward to finishing them all by next week.haha.
So,music updates wise,i've came across like plentiful of awesome musicians lately via Internet browsing of course.from soul to hardcore music.its been a great music ride,but its just too bad my MP3 is being gay on me.I should try and get my hands on that oh-so-bloody-handsome I-pod classic!haha.
Oh well,i'm going to rant something for my mister whoever now.so here goes nothing;
for all the weeks that went by,i thought it would be hard to miss you.
but i'm glad it didn't hurt,because i kept my mind off you.
it finally felt good,it finally felt fine,and it finally felt fine cause i thought my life would suck without you.
i'm not going to turn my back on you,not yet at least.
but i am slowly letting go,i don't get anything from you but hostility and ignorance.
it hurts bad at first,it hurts worst and than i felt nothing,numb.
i'm glad we're in the state we're in.
however,i can't help but wonder if you miss me like how i do to you..
and deep down,my heart still beats your name,my mind still think of you and my hands are now,trying to write about you again.
i have missed you now,then and will always will.
:')