Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Forever don't seem possible anymore.

Valentine's was spent underneath the vast night sky blanketed with tiny shimmery stars.
It was an evening Monty,Teah and i would possibly,probably remember because of one particular conversation we had which might have affected the life of Teah for the rest of the time he lives in this world.
We picnicked the night away,having silly conversations and had quite a good laugh to each other's stupidity.
None of us expected the news which was delivered from Teah the next day.
I was at my relative's wedding,and a phone call was made by Monty to me;carrying the piece of bad news.
I felt shocked,surprised and i didn't believe someone close to Teah's heart is gone forever.
My condolences goes to him and his family..
When i went to the funeral yesterday,after my medical check up,it was a quite a packed gathering.However,Monty managed to bid and kiss the lifeless person goodbye,teary eyed.
I was there with CT Amirah to gave her our support.
After the burial was done and over,i was quite surprised Teah was still his old self,but inside,i know he's hurting and mad because his loss was forever and very sudden.
Yesterday was also the time where i met all the people which had affected my life,changed my way of living and kept me happy and smiling.Ikhwan-Nofal-Arief-Teah was the few who had make a revolution in my life and i'm glad to be able to sit and chat with them.
Farra and Juli was around too.I didn't know what to talk about with them.So i just smiled and answered questions they threw at me :/
Well,today was quite a boring day and tomorrow i have to collect CT Amirah and my health report and hopefully Monty would come along too.
And,to the people i have stood up for the past couple of days,i'm sorry.Who could tell such crisis would happen in our lives unexpectedly.I seek your understanding and sensitivity,thanks!

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