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I just hate this waiting period.
Like the months i had to wait for O'level results,and than the discovery of my pathetic grades.
And now,im waiting for the possibility of a school opening their arms(gates) for me.
What im trying to say is,lols,what if my feelings during the time i received my grades is going to happen again for the result of my school choices?
You get what im trying to say?
Disappointment yes.lol.You're right on track.
I don't exactly see myself doing anything for the next 5 years,but i hope school can keep me occupied.lol.
I have this decision to opt for the extreme;joining the SAF to be trained as a specialist but after a long conversation with Anjang who knows a thing or two about defense system in Singapore,he told me training would be tedious but its all worth it.Kind of wanting to head towards that direction,to push myself to the extreme but i doubt my parents would agree.
Unless,i do it secretly,but no;i can't imagine dad looking me in the eye with a look of doubted-ness and mom,laughing her heart out.haha.
We'll see.My only hope is to be called 'Missy' or in other words,a nurse.lol.
My sole hope is College East cause its near and i can meet my fellow relatives there.woohoo!lol.
Hrmn..yesterday i went to crash at NanaJ's and we got back to her crib at fucking 3 in the morning!it was the best est time cause i learnt to strum a chord or two on an acoustic guitar to the song of the cranberries.I was that awesome.lol!(Im just trying to make myself feel good.)
Anyways,im talking to David,wishing i was born in the 80's,back tracking on the old bands and keeping myself off 'my world' for a little bit nowadays.
Im so bored i can suck a pickle and share it with everyone.Haha.
Well,i got to go to work with TSK QUEEN tomorrow and she's promised to bring me a crumb or hopefully a whole chocolate muffin.lol.
ah im going to listen to more mad retarded kick-ass songs and go to bed later.
take care guys!
spread and give them love!
xoxo
P.s:neutral and pending