Sam has not really walked down the aisle,but she has finally signed the official papers of being a married woman.
Her wedding reception at restaurant was pretty wicked awesome.Tons of people(mostly oldies) attended and I sat in a table of ex-East Springians,malays,with of course,Sunny.
hahaha.
I asked him out to a chinese wedding and he definitely has no idea on what and how it was suppose to happen.But he's lucky he's got me as good fucking friend.lol.
I finally met Edd,Hui Yin and Joanne!
I miss them truckloads its unbelievable.The last time I met Edd was almost about a year ago.
When we met yesterday evening,we immediately talked like the old times and it was nice,comforting and familiar.
Just like what I needed in these past hectic months I've went on without him.
We took pictures,though not a lot.But even without a captured moment in a piece of photo,I'm sure I'll be able to remember yesterday's night vividly in my mind.
I was out with the people to an event of a lifetime of my dear fucking best friend,whose got me this far in life and has always been a part of me though we no longer see each other as often as we'd want to.It was a brilliant,brilliant night!
And I have never smoked so much in a night,all thanks to Sunny!
He's an awesome company and fortunately,he wasn't mad at me for being late,instead,he laughed it off and made me laugh a lot in a night that I will always remember..
Today,was a tiring day.Maybe its because its a Monday and I have to start off the week to a morning shift.Didn't have quite a hard time with the people I had to work with.Went to endoscopy place and saw the procedures being done.It was wicked cool,though I think it maybe unpleasant if I were the one lying down to experience a foreign object moving in me.
I also noted that Fiza was in morning shift today so I told her to wait for me and go home together.
And five minutes before I was suppose to go home,I was held back cause of something I wouldn't want to say here.hahahaha.
As soon as I signed out,Fiza came charging into the ward looking for me and mind you,she's three floors above me!haha.
I find that very sweet of her and went to her place for the usual 'sit-on-the-stool-and-burn-your-fucking-lungs-go-ahead!' time.
And when I got home,mom was making those chocolate in a cup cornflakes things and I helped her finish filling them into small cups.It was fun,messy and dirty and dad was home so I feel happy.hahaha.
Well anyways,I think I need to start looking for a job despite of being hesitant about it.
I'm hesitant because I'm lazy.I'm not always in time.
And I prefer to be spoon fed in a not so brat way. LOL!
But I need a job to start supporting myself,saving up for future purposes(like getting married myself!) and to start having a commitment to something.
I want a job that I will probably enjoy,like probably working in Times,MPH,Harris,HMV,Gramaphone or places like that.I need a job which doesn't need me to take down orders and get stupid remarks like "Sex on the beach?Have you tried?" and I don't need customers to complain about their orders coming late.
Its not my fault,blame the kitchen staffs!
I'll look around and try out on my own.
I need to start somewhere,some place.
Oh well,
in the back of my head,It is slowly replaying back the good old golden times I was having at this time of the month two years ago.Its sad how things have to end a certain way.Friends part ways,good times go bad and all thats left behind are silly moments,in loving memories.
How good it makes two looks walking arm in arm,hand in hand,connected by the waist right down to their feet.
Their eyes talk the same language,the tongue needn't speak a word,the ears are the next best friend and a kiss to change everything perfect to something heavenly.
Now its briefs "hi's" and "bye's",looking at each other through the goddamn web cam and wishing so hard on a day that I could finally touch the face I've touched before and hold on to the body which once belonged to me,every inch and every single corner I have devoured,hungry with lust,confused with love but makes the most sense anyway.I have let go most of it,out of the door of my past life but it keeps knocking on my front door again,begging to let in and occupy the jagged pieces where it used to be before.
It has been months,I have forgiven myself for a mistake I didn't make but I told myself I will still wait for the flight number back home someday.
Just in case.
Forgetting to remember didn't work out so well for me,I hope it goes out the same to the other side,the side whose got most of the best of me.
till next time.
less rage.more concern.keep faith.
Loves,Appreciate!
P.s:Almost awake.
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