He's leaving on June 28th,9:30 am.
He was 45 minutes late(revenge is sweet?im sure it was for him.lol) and as i was fumbling through my earphones trying to change some stupid SPIDER song,he walked through the glass door at the first floor of Raffles Link.
My heart beat faster and he saw me,smiled that smile he gave to me about a little more than a year ago,with blue eyes glistening as the sun shone into it and came up to me with a hug.
He looked smart with his glasses and bag pack
(so much for not being called a tourist.lol!).
We walked to get his ciggies,and for the first time,Menthols!i asked why and he said
,"I just feel like it,want one??" and i smiled,shook my head and took out Monty's Winner.
we ended up walking endlessly in suntec.The place was mega huge,and i only just realize that after almost half a year of walking there to work.lol!
We talked,joked,laughed,smile and he kept staring.It creep ed me out a lot and again i asked, "Why?" and he said, "there just this thing about looking at you.."
and it beats me on what he meant too.
I gave him a chocolate,as a gift for his belated birthday as well as for his leaving away.
The most stupidest part of the whole time i was with him today/yesterday,was that i couldn't say what i had intended to say just like back when we used to be together.
The chance was there as we sat next to each other,smiling goofily at each other,watching at buses passing by,making cigarette stains in the floor and again,just looking at each other.
I just couldn't ask him my infamous question "why?" we even ended what started between us.
I let that thought slip my mind and he sent me off to work.
We hugged by the entrance with some crowd watching.
I wanted to make the goodbye memorable but,there was way too much people looking and i just turned to leave while he said "i will be on Facebook and MSN.." and i nodded smiled and walked towards the counter to mark my work attendance.Stupid huh?lols.
Whatever,at least i have pictures to remember him of.
And he will always be the first one who gave me the unexplained feeling when i'm with him..He's the guy who makes me smile at myself remembering of the times we used to spend together.He's the guy who really cared,appreciated and took me as i am and i Loved him.I did.
And so,there goes one chapter of my life,buried and maybe,never to be seen again.
ANYWAYS,
at work,some stewarding guy tried flirting with me,i just smiled and didn't respond.
he was cute,he asked what time i'll end work but all the more,i didn't entertain.haha.
And,my hero saved my life again.i was dead thirsty cause i haven't had a single sip of water since i woke up and it was about 22:00 at night and i asked Min Khant to accompany me get some water before i faint cause my head was spinning and my vision blurred and being a gentlemen he is,he followed.And there my hero stood,behind the bar,smiling at me "what do you want..?" and i asked in the most girlish manner(imagine that can?!haha),
"can i have some coke please?" and he laughed and poured me a glass.than he said he's charging me for a dollar of warm coke,so i asked "can i have ice with it?!" and Min Khant and him gave the same expression "Wah!" and i laughed! and my hero said "now its 1.50!" and i said i'll pass him the money after i finish work.
Joking of course,as if i would.lol!
and when i was about to go home,he saw me and asked "Hey!wheres my one dollar and fifty cents?" and i smiled,made a weird face and looked down.Haha.
He makes me all giggly inside sometimes.Its a good thing.hahaha.
so there goes on the story of my life.I'll update more when i can't sleep again.haha!
Take care,
Love,Appreciate!
it did matter,but what happened?fate played a really bad joke on it and thus,we've come only this far.
i'm still lost,like the first time before i even met you.
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