Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Tuesday, June 16, 2009

hop on the ride.

Its a little pass 3 of Tuesday morning and finally,i'm on the computer after midnight.
Which also means,i have yet to sleep and restore some energy for tomorrow's Zoo outing in generosity and courtesy of Santha baby :)
I might be checking out some lovely animals in the zoo for the second time of my teenage life with Far,Zee and of course,Santha.
I'm dreading the thought of travelling to Sembawang though,but i'll suck it up and get over it.
So,what been happening for the past 4 days?
Well,i got a job,and i started on Monday,yesterday.
Lovely.
I'm working with Monty and Far.
The job position isn't as interesting and it is,if you must know,the position of a housekeeper at Downtown East.
Not a job recommended for people with back problems history(self-note) and for the perempuan gelek-gelek cause we got to hustle and bustle.
It has managed to drain most of my energy for the 5 hours i was at work.Crazy huh?lol.
The people there is nice.The super-visor(s) is/are awesome.But well,its too early to judge.
Eh,last weekend,my mom had some of the family members to come over and most of the people which came helped out with my brother's wedding 'door gifts'.Than later in the evening,i went out with Monty to accompany her and some of her mates to well,unwind and drink .
Its surprising how i could resist the temptation to drink some hardcore liquor but i would have grabbed and drank a bottle of Bacardi Breezer all by myself in a corner if i was offered that.
I would spare Monty of what happened next and skip to something else now.haha.
Errr,oh and earlier today,i webcammed for a bit with Dear David and we had some good moments to think about..
It was great.But yeah.lol.
So,like within an hour ago,i took pictures with my web cam and this is how i looked at 2+ in the morning;




well,there.The last picture was taken while i was singing and it came out pretty cool.haha.
Not for you,but to me,it is so shut it.haha.
well,i've been having a lot of day-dreams lately.
mostly consisting of guys who looks like ;
Ram Lamontagne,Patrick Barry,Dave Grohl,Chris Haslam,Jake Richardson(TWA),Ananda Everingham..

Well,i could name them all but its easily described as men with an unshaven face,long and shaggy hair with clothing's that is not fancy at all.
The real question is; Am i ever going to be with this kind of person?
First and for most,i got to explain why those kind of men,for some who thinks its pretty fucked up for me to fall head over toes for them.
Basically,i don't think it sounds like a fetish but i find men with at least not so long hair VERY ATTRACTIVE AND SEXY.
the unshaven face only acts as more of a mystery to them and i'm more than happy to find out who they really are as a person.
And mysteryis pretty provocative in my dictionary of men.
Of course this is not required in my soul mate whoever it maybe but for now,that is how my taste is pointing at.
You know what's best?When he can just look at me and tell if things really are ok or not.Not to read me like a book,but understanding me.Especially when the words he speaks comes out as an acoustic music.Gentle and comforting.And right now i don't know what i'm talking about cause i'm getting pretty giddy.Probably cause this is the latest i have every stayed up since about 4 months now.haha.
Oh well,i'll probably go to sleep dreaming of one of those sexy men's name i've mentioned above.haha.
till then,don't miss me too much.
Take care.
Love,Appreciate!

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