Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Saturday, July 10, 2010

Falling faith in place.

I held on to the baby close to me,kept it close to my heart.
It was beating rapidly,I could hear it myself.The sight of the baby is surreal.
He is a part of us now,family.
I fed him today,within 24 hours since he arrived on Earth.
My eyes was stinging with tears,I was happy.
But well,it is probably me being tired too.har har har!
He is called Zafran.Baby Zafran.
He is the most softest and probably one of the few heavy babies I've held on to.
Anyways,it is Saturday morning as I'm blogging.
Finally,I'm talking to Jerkass. :D:D
We are watching cartoon together,since 2 plus in the morning.It is comfortable again,I miss his presence.
I miss him of course but refuse to admit it,egoistic much? You bet! haha.

Oh and the week in the ward I've been through had been smooth sailing.I don't feel too awkward since I'm back to the same ward I was in last posting.
I was being called "Ana" and "Y".It didn't matter but I think it would be hilarious if the name stuck on to me till 10 years down the road. Bahahaha.
I am basically saying,life in this posting this time round is pleasant for a start.I hope it lasts till the end.
I have the most awesomest lecturer and CI,what more can I ask for?

And late night phone calls is getting more and more intense.I don't cultivate romantic feelings too soon.I like easily,I hardly ever love unless I'm sure it is worth it.
But I enjoy the conversation,you entertained my "hhmmmms" "ooook" and "whatever eh" and tolerated the long awkward silences.
Thank you for the companionship.
:)
So till then,take care.
Love,appreciate!
P.s:I gain something,I lose another.

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