A good enough reason

Today wasn't so bad after all,
I tried to put whatever is bothering me away from my mind for the time being and tried being myself again and thank god,I had a better day than yesterday.
It was all about the smile,the joy and the laughter.
It was love from my friends.

I guess when we try hard enough to disguise something that is being anal on us,
we should just take it lightly and handle it with an open mind and heart.
Because eventually,things fall back to the right places and life goes on.
It keeps moving forward.
I am always troubled and I am always finding ways to make it a little bit easier for myself,for everyone else that matters to me.

Well,anyways.
I can't say it enough but my schoolmates has been nothing but my fun,joy and laughter.
They help me a lot,even though most of the time all they make are faces that instantly makes me laugh when I'm not in the best of moods.
It cracks me up so hard I loose control.
I love it when they give me sudden affection I once used to be terrified about.
Like today,Mari gave me her infamous rib-cage breaking hug and I swore to God I felt one of my ribs moved(I'm lying,of course.)!!
har har har.
Than theres Zee who talks non stop and her mumble jambles and her priceless facial expression never fail to make me smile from ear to ear.
And lastly,Far.She's like a shadow,quiet but there and always so comforting.
They are so special to me I wish I lived with them.
I am so willing to put up with their individual characters cause we've been through most dramas within us that I'm sure I'll be able to handle whatever is coming my way,our way.
But its just a big dream,whether it will come true or not,time will tell.Hopefully.

Oh and question for the day,asked by my personal therapist Mari;
"What do you want and expect from men?" - or something like that.har har har.
My reaction was, "What are you talking about?" cause the question is so generalized that she said she doesn't have the answer herself.
It kind of popped in her mind cause I was complaining about a particular someone.
har har har.
I have yet to fall for this one person but not getting a "hello" kind of drove me up the wall.
I don't know why.har har har har.
Maybe he's busy,or simply just couldn't be bothered la horr.
I shall not think about it and I'll be okay cause my "baby" and "honey" is around to make me feel loved anyways.
Till then,toodles fucks.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:Oh,before you go..never mind.keep walking.