Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Saturday, February 6, 2010

Something to see through me.

Finally got my own pack.
Happy as a cow.
And no,I didn't meet him last night.
Apparently,he told me he still wasn't done with work till about ten when I meet Farah.
Doesn't really care since I wasn't even ready.haha.
But heck,probably next time?

YOG training tomorrow.
But I'm not sure if I'm going or not.
Its weird to be the only one getting a phonecall?
But we'll see.

so;

Time and time again I let myself down.
I want to achieve another thing in life at least before anything starts to happen.
Its scary when I try picturing what life would become of me when worse comes to worst.
And the saddest part is,I got to go through it alone.
Leaving the people around behind with memories left behind in pictures,smiles and tears.
I looked around for something and totally forgets what it was supose to be.
Frequently light headed and seeing spots in my head.
Speaking up but ends up shouting anyway.
What the fuck is happening?
If soon is now,I'd like it postponed.

Realizing being optimistic is actually cheating myself.har har.
Truth is,theres always a bad turn in the intersections anyway.
So how are we going to deal with it?
Supposingly,living it like we all should by the day and to not expect the fine or the worst.
Amen to that.

Love,Appreciate!
P.s:Is there some place far away?

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