Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Saturday, December 26, 2009

Voiceless in my head.

Howdy.
So,its been a rainy couple of days and I've slept through my whole mornings.
I have not flipped my Nursing Handbook and CP is starting in less than 10 days.
And i checked through my calender that I won't be able to meet my fellow babies for 9 whole weeks.Kind of sucky to even think about parting for CP.
But anyways,thats life.
After graduation,I'm sure all of us will go our separate ways.
Unless,we apply for the same hospital,live in the same house,and despite having separate shifts,at least we have something physical to go to if we are missing each other.lol.
Well,i was at my aunt's for Christmas.
Had a gathering but having one less soul in the house made the situation a bit gloomy and down.
Everyone was tearing and i couldn't help but frown.I was tired of shedding tears.So i just looked down the whole time they were saying their prayers.
Than we ate,had a good laughs or two and went our separate ways.
Dad came to pick us up at a little past half ten after he had a short light supper.
Than i was home with mom.
We were watching "Call me Claus" and I had a small bowl of ice-cream in hand.Than i started screaming.
On the bathroom door,a fucking big roach crawled up and mom said to let it be,but when it started flying,i ran outside my house and waited for mom to completely get rid of it.
While trying to kill the roach,mom kind of lost it and i refuse to get into the house.
I kept yelling and mom kept swearing.hahahaha.
When i finally got in,mom laughed and told me i was walking next to it cause it had been on the furniture next to our door and she quickly threw it out of the house before i started yelling again.lol.
Than that was it.
Today I am plan-less.hahaha.
Texted Monty but she's not responding.Probably out with her boyfriend.
Well,I'll just have a time on my own today i suppose.
Shower for a little bit later,read and write something and watch some telly.
Take care Homosapiens.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:I will be clean after.I'm hooked but I'm sober.

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