The speed of a sloth.

I just came home bout half hour ago.
Im now eating soggy stuffs and downing it down my throat with cold plain water.
Its awesomeeee :):)
Today,after staying back for less than an hour for our extra NGT class,my girls and I
(the proper 4 of us!) went hanging out.
Monty came a bit later and joined.Its been a while since.
And again,
Its awesomeeee:):)
so,lets be random,
Well,words of advise;
Leave the bullshit alone and let the sweet God decide on whats gonna happen to your life.After all,God knows best.
Anyways,I'm bloody worried about my project.
To whoever who says its going fine,thats a major fucking wrong assumption.
Ideas are exploding in my head but i can't interpret it into words,hence,things go blurry and clueless.its shieeet.
Hrmn,lately,like what i've expressed in my blog,
im feeling so down.
im tight on money and things are just so intense that if i was a rope,i might snap cause i've been stretched to the maximum of length.
money equals to enemy.its makes people crazy and now i'm the victim of it.
fucccccccckkk!
what i try to say or express comes out wrong,my body language sucks apparently.
i don't have an attitude,but i do have a mind of my own,thank you.
and to the friends i have by my side now,i thank you guys for tolerating my eccentricity and always trying your very hardest to pour tons of sunshine into my cloudy life.
So,a little shout out business,

To Zee,i don't love you any lesser than Mari and Far.
I just enjoy making you feel like an outcast but i promise you my fullest attention when you need a listening ear(even though i am always doing something else as you talk but hey!i still listen.)
And i will definitely try to treat you like a normal human being instead of being treated as ________. (fill in the blank yourself.Hint hint.haha)
You will always be my personal clown with a surprising trick up your hat,always and forever. To Mari,i enjoy being around you.
I enjoy touching you and make you feel that i have a maternal instinct in me.You have been a ball!And i love you so much it gives me heart burn.
You are gorgeous in every way and i don't need you to lose more Kgs to look good cause baby,
you already are beautiful in my eyes and others.
To Far,you may have absolutely done something stupid in your life and i know you wish you could take those moments back but the done is gone so just move on.
I might think you're stupid and naive but i am here always to give you a ride on my back and lend you my shoulder to lean on.After all,i did tell you once you have been a sister i never had.My utmost respect still goes out to you despite the regular verbal abuse i've caused you.haha.

I love you all :):)And to other friends i have,
I am still around.Keep in touch,still.
Don't let time slip away.
Goodnight fellow earthlings.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:
Its been a year and six months but i don't think i'm quite over you.
You asked me to slip away with you yesterday and stay,and how i wish you meant it Hun.