some freedom goes a short way.

School holidays is driving me insanely bored.
I have applied for two jobs and I'm not that keen anymore,but for the sake of lightening my parents financial burden,i suggested myself in getting a temporary job.
So anyways,i can't remember which day it was,but i think it was last Tuesday,i went to Pasir Ris Park with some of my nursing buddies.
It was hella fun and i cam whored with Mari.I especially loved the 9 shots at once picture.Its awfully funny.
Anywho,my feelings of missing my 3rd brother was spared when i sent him off to HomeTeam on the same day.
Why?because on the same evening he came back cause he had to complete school for 6 more months,so,Thank god for that.
What else happened..
Well,today i got ditched by Monty(again).I shouldn't be surprised should i?Well,i wasn't.I was more to,errr,i don't know how to explain the feeling.
I was out with her for less than 2 hours today,and i accompanied her to and fro from her Grandma's and than to her Aunt's where i wasted 15 minutes listening to some sappy sad Malay song and staring blankly at an old Chinese man's face only to be told she can't make it back down to meet me cause her mom's coming over to where she was and I'm like "Right.Wtf.I'll go home and get annoyed with myself." And so i did.
But i got over it,my mom just sighed at my plight and i just shrugged and said never mind.
What am i suppose to do right?
Well,anyways,speaking of jobs earlier,the NTUC costa sands person called me this evening while i was waiting for Monty underneath her aunt's block and had asked me,Far and Monty to come for training tomorrow at 10 in the morning.Unfortunately for me and Far,we can't make it.I haven't inform Monty yet,but i will later.lols.
And err..what else.
Oh,Seb.
Apparently he told he was in the hospital for the past two days and he apologized.
And i'm like why are you apologizing for? "cause i promised to make time for you."
he was vomiting blood.so yeah.
well,honestly,my heart said that i don't really care anymore.I mean,if he wants to meet me,i would feel oh so delighted but if he doesn't,than he won't know how i felt and what i want to say to him before he goes back right.so its a win-lose situation here.obviously,i will win and him,on the other hand,lose.doh.
Eh,well.
I am feeling hyper but in a bored way.
So i guess i'll go get some pen and start writing instead of blogging on here about things which doesn't matter.
so take care i guess.
Love,Appreciate.