Trust yourself with hope,faith and love.Things works out one way or another,eventually.



Saturday, June 6, 2009

for fuck's sake.

Today,Naddy is having her 18th party.
unfortunately for me,Monty ditch me at the last minute and now i'm sitting here at home,pissed and confussled.
I'm thinking if i should or should not go..
If i go..
i'll see all the familiar faces and i don't know if i want to talk to them or should i sit in a corner where i eat cake and drink sodas alone.
If i don't go..
i'm breaking the chain cause i've been attending her part for 4 years without fail.
So,this sucks,basically.

Apart from all this,i haven't buy her a gift!lol.
and both Amirah(s) making me come to the party with them.which i don't want to.lol.
Eh well,what the hell:
With or without friends,i'm still going to be alive anyway,right?
I am a person of myself,and myself only.
I listen to everybody but i have my own stand.
If i need to go,i go.
If i don't want to go,i don't.
so,to all the cancer sticks i'm going to have later,ALL BY MYSELF;
Cheers suckers!
Love,Appreciate!
im going to remember.i won't forget.promise.

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