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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Blow wind blow.

Its been a freaking weird couple of days.
I've been out and about without any purposes and sending my mom to Mars and making her mad.lol.
I am clueless at what i've been doing at the times i have out there,somewhere.
But worry not,i wasn't at places you thought i'd pay a visit to,nor was i doing things you wouldn't dare do,yet.haha.
I just feel drained out but,i have no idea what caused this.
Anywho,yesterday i went to Sentosa for the family beach party event.
I have no pictures.I don't feel like taking any.
And it honestly tested my patience level to the extreme yesterday.hahaha.
There had been times when i feel like walking myself home because i was so upset.
There were 6 of us;Faez,Nash,Joko and Ipin.Monty was of course around,cause she insisted on Sentosa since two weeks ago?i think.
We planned on meeting up before 4 at least cause i had brought my kite along and i wanted to play with it when we reach there,WITH THE SUN STILL SHINING,but due to the late coming of some people,i couldn't.And i have already predicted it would happen anyway so,Nash,Faez and i played with it while waiting up for Monty and Joko at Northpark.
It wasn't as fun cause the place was constricted with trees and branches but at least,i got to play for a little bit.
And the waiting begins.We only left Tampines at 7+ in the evening after dinner.
I was in a WTF mode.
Imagine that.lol.
When we reached,we walked from places to places to try and look for a free shuttle service to Sentosa which is apparently non-existent yesterday.And than we finally got together and took the $3 bus ride instead.We reached about 8+ in the night.
Than we had to walk some more.
I heard some music and a smile escaped my mouth.
Finally,we are here,i thought.And we were there!lols.
The band who was playing when we got there played for The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus opening concert,
they were A Vacant Affair and they kicked some hard balls.
Than Mark Bonifide,Plain Sunset,Electrico,Vanessa Fernandez,Don and Drew started performing.The music and ambiance was just awesome.Only then i started loosen up.
The crowd was C-R-A-Z-Y. haha.its a good thing.So don't worry.
Its a bummer Wicked Aura Batucada didn't perform,or did they?I don't know.
But what i know is that,by the time we got back at Harbourfront MRT,we were rushing for the last train and so,the marathon begins.The whole lot of us,including the other people who was present there was running like mad people just to catch the last train.
The same goes for when we reached Outram,it was a longer run and i am amazed at my legs for co-operating with me just to catch the last ride home.
So yeah.lols.
And so,that was what happened yesterday.
Anyways,i think flying a kite will be my new found hobby.I think its a great way to unwind and distress one self,or at least myself.Its just too bad most of the people i know don't think so.
Guess i'm alone in this new-found hobby of mine.
And want to know something else which is redundant?
2 minutes ago Seb just gave me an IM.lol.
honest to god,i have no idea how to feel for him now.the feeling is there,but it can't be described.
8 days more and he's gone.
who knows if we will ever meet again.its a disturbing feeling,knowing that i may not be able to see him anymore but sometimes,is it really better to let it go..?
I won't know.i've never been a thrower,i am always a keeper at things.
sometimes,i imagine when we're both walking with our own partners,hand-in hand and than we somehow see each other again,how weird would that be right?
would we stop and chat for a while or walk by each other like strangers only looking back to see each other moments later after we've passed?
Ah well,i think i'm going to have to go now.I need some breather.
talk to you guys later.
take care.
Love,Appreciate!
P.s:The only regret i have with you is,myself.You did mean something to me.I did try to love..
Nevertheless,cheers to the lovely memories dear..

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