Whoever thinks that ITE is a place where you can pop in a chill pill and go to school at your our own accord,well think again,it is wrong!
Well,maybe it is just for Nursing,but attendance wise,i have heard that the same criteria needs to be met or you won't graduate with a cert.
Starting school at 8 is alright,but ending it when the daylight is almost setting in,and with only an hour of proper break where we fill our stomachs with food is painful.lol.I am almost adapting and for the first time in my life,i have made myself a 'to-follow' routine or else i will crumble,fall,cry my eyes out and plan to commit suicide.
No kidding.
I don't have time for friends but i'm lucky to have my best friend,Monty in the same school as me.For the past school week,i've went home with her several times and in my down-est of moods after a tiring day at school,seeing her really takes the weight off my shoulder despite her being a jack-ass almost all the time.hahaha.(i mean it with lotsa love of course!)
She's the only friend i want to be in touch with at this moment.I need her to be my back-bone cause from the looks of it,nursing course will take the most out of me.I had one breakdown when school started and it has only been a week.Imagine coping for the one and three quarter years more with attachments in between.
Well,my classmates are generally nice people.My classmates consists of every stereotype groups which exist.There is the drama queen,the popular one,the girly group,the casual types,the abang-cool and the ones who observe everyone of them all and makes fun of them(that would be Kalia and me.lol).
Kalia and i somehow 'clicked' halfway on the first day of our orientation.We talk,we joke and we just get along and i know how annoying she can get,and she definitely knows how i can be as well.She is partially experiences cause she worked under PSA administrative work at TTSH and she is definitely more mature than i am.She is 22 and why wouldn't she be?haha.
And i saw Khalili D'Cruz twice in school and everytime i try to go up to him and say something,my tounge got tied-up.The first time i saw him,i was on my way to Spots and Wellness class at the field and i was walking admiring the view of our huge field when i feel someone staring at me.Natural action is to look the way where i feel someone is looking,and when i turned my head,he looked away,like a proper jerk and i gasped out loud as he walked by.I partially hate him but partially feel glad cause it really has been years since i last saw him.The second time was in the late afternoon when we(classmates and i) were made to buy a book at a shop and Khalili was sitting underneath and umbrella-shade bench.Again,i felt weird and pretended not to see him.Well,he was a part of me before,but it has long been over and we were so young,so naive...
Oh well,i'll try and blog a little more when i have the time.This is my first 'on-the-computer' time i have for the week and yes,it has been that busy for me.
And one more thing,for the people who is wondering how i am doing/adapting in my new environment in school,well,it is not as easy as you thought it is for me but i am coping.
Thats all.
Love,Appreciate.
P.s:I fail,trying not to miss you. :(
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