The kind of friend i can't compare to anyone else.

Early this morning,i had a huge emotional breakdown and i took my frustration out on my ever dearest Edd.
I was having a discussion with David about my weakness;me being a boring person.
And he had to ask about my past relationship with the sucker who pretty much screwed up my head,like how i behaved when i was with him.And of course i said,i'm still the boring person that i was then and now.And i self exclaimed that it was probably the unknown reason we broke up.
During which,my head was in a really twisted mess i couldn't make out who i was talking to anymore and Edd came on Meez when he told me earlier before that he wasn't going to and,that was when i spouted all the nonsense out of my mouth to him and apparently it hurt him(that was what he said before he immediately log off on MSN).
With that being said too,David left inappropriately cause i was being a bitch towards Edd.
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I felt super bad cause i was abandoned by 2 out of 5 of the most important man in my life,i thought i was going to lose them and i cried myself to sleep feeling down-right depressed...
And than,i thought i should swallow my self bitch down and let it digest in my digestive juices and i texted Edd this afternoon that i was sorry and i still loved him and he accepted.I'm glad cause there are friends i don't want in my life anymore and he is definitely not one of them.
He is my sun in the pouring rain,the remedy to anger and sadness and the best friend to any man-kind in this universe.Almost 4 years of friendship(since i was 14+) and i guess,he was there when i needed him most.I got out of my dungeon of darkness because of friends like him,which is why he is like a valuable piece of treasure to me.
So Edd,i know i can be one hell of a sucker friend for you and you don't have to appreciate me cause i appreciate you for you.Thank you for the good,bad,angry and happy moments you gave to me cause it had been awesome,awesome,awesome with you around.Therefore,i love you more than words can describe!
To forever friendship,always and forever(if it exist).