Of course i'm not happy about it,but i don't mop around.I just knew how much effort i put in and i could have done better but i didn't,so now what?i move on.
ITE is not so bad i guess.I'll just stuff my ears with earphones and let the people talk.
I'll finish my time studying there,study some more and get a job.
David seems supportive of what i have planned for myself and i think he's the only non-family who thinks like me.I'm glad and i feel better.
I love him and i'm glad he's around though he's so far away..Haha..(now this is sad.lol)
Right now,all im thinking about is going to bed and not waking up for a very long time.But thats creepy,its like being asleep for 35 years and waking up when you're 53!
Oblivious to what has happened years ago.Like who i could have loved,lost and spend my life with.lols!
I have 4 days more to choose which school and course i want to go to.I can't decide.Paramedic is out of the question so i bet it will have to be Nursing.I'm just glad that my aunts and uncles are supportive of my result and possible choices.
I feel like telling my parents "i told you so.." that i failed for O's but i don't want to rub it in their face.lol.So i'll just shut up about it and pretend im busy selecting the course and school i want to attend when i have already know what i think i want.
Oh,and its good to see familiar faces in school today..Faces like my classmates,my old classmates and teachers cause after today,i don't know when else i can meet them all again..
Jeez.Life is complex yet so simple..
Oh and Samantha Gan Lucy;
if you're reading,i just want to tell you i miss you :(
Yes,i miss you even though i'm upset about the countdown incident,i still love you friend!
TALK TO ME SOON I HOPE :/
Ah well,i'm going to cruise off.
You Bloggers and Netizens take care.
Loves!
P.s:i know i felt like this before,but i feel it even more cause it came from you..
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